Pantophobia.: Giving is better than receiving because giving starts the receiving process.

Oh yes, before I start, please forgive me for not updating since July 28 as my life got better by then. Now that my life sucks as I am bored every single second, I decided I should start posting something.

And if anyone of you notice, which I am pretty sure no one is, I've only changed picture of me, above, since then. How fucking fascinating is that? I should tell you more about it, shouldn't I? LOL I guess, only Izzat Curry Arif understands this.

Okay, quit being random and start telling stories.

Eh, let me tell you how I need to wake up early tomorrow morning to have breakfast with my parents after sending my little brother to school and here I am, still wide awake, not that I'm saying I don't usually stay up in UITM, but it's different here as I tend to get flu and all. Plus, so much of getting rid of the eye bags, huh? O.o, did I just tell you the whole story?

Now now, the title is as it is not because I like the quote, but as a significant to what I'm about to tell you.

See those beautiful people up there, they're awesome people! Atul The Awesome was missing in action. We miss and love you, Atung! :D Now back being nostalgic... awesome in a way that, they stick together no matter what happens. Well, they might be having different views in matters, but they still laugh their asses out with each other, cries on each others shoulders and just be there whenever needed. They call themselves adik beghadik <3

I am clearly trying to be sweet there, but I don't feel it working at all. The words are just... not right. Haha! Anyways, the term adik beghadik was from Atul! She told a joke about her cousin in a shopping mall, I guess, and we started saying 'Mai adik beghadik semua!' to any possible situation. After using to much of that word, it sticks to us and tadaa!

We are plain crazy, to begin with. I don't even know where to start :/ We've been in a car with 9 people in the back seat and 3 people in the front seat. It's Honda City for God's sake. It was Farra's birthday and we did something stupid which triggered our own fear, so we decided to run towards the car and squeeze ourselves inside within 5 seconds. The details? You don't want to know. We've been in the field during Maghrib, screaming, shouting and running with water balloons but, we end up not getting splashed by any of the water balloons. We've almost got caught by the security guard for attempting to climb Mawar's gate which we did after he left and he came back to check on us but, we were already inside so, he interrogated our guy friends. We've been questioned by Melati's principal for getting down the bus so early in the morning because we just got back from McDonald to study and she literally told us that she was gonna tell on us to Mawar's principal. We've walked from PTAR to Mawar's front gate, which is damn far, at three something in the morning. We stayed up till' morning, chit-chatting and walked to Mawar's bus stop from faculty before six o'clock, waited for the bus to go to McDonald with Muayyad, Mifzal, Ruiz and Izzat and it was actually exam week. We've screamed in Zak's car whenever we see, 'rumput panjang'. We've been in a car racing (not literally) with Iqhmar, early in the morning, probably at three, after bored studying in PTAR, and yes, squeezed in Zak's car. We've screamed our lungs out while going down a steep hill in Zak's car. We actually did that every night after buka puasa. We sang whole-heartedly every single day to songs in Zak's car and we actually have songs that'll remind us of each other. It did remind me. I actually felt sad when our songs played in the radio and you guys weren't there to sing it with me :'( And a whole lot of craziness that I can't seem to tell you all of them.

What the quotes have to do with all this is that they gave me a lot since I knew them. They've given me joy, attention, care, experience and most importantly, friendship. I've never had this in my life and now I have it. I am lucky to be friends with you guys :') really. I love you guys!

<3 Nik Zakirah Farhanis, Aleeya Elyana, Farra Emira, Nurshahiela Ayu, Nuraini Lau, Alia Aisya, Nur Farahain, Sarah Iman, Aimi Farzana, Nazhatul Zulaiha, Sani Azmin and Elli Famira <3