Merdeka ya'll.

Hari Merdeka  is defined as a national day of Malaysia commemorating the independence of the Federation of Malaya from British colonial rule, celebrated on August 31. In a wider context, it is to celebrate the formation of Malaysia.

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That was taken from I, myself don't know where. LOL. I make myself free tonight so, I can go online. I decided to blog tonight as to commemorate the independence day. I am glad that we are independent now and then. Could you imagine if we are still ruled by the British colonial? I couldn't. Because I was not there during the ruling. LOL. I wouldn't want to eat sweet potato everyday or get married at early age. Wait! That's when the communists rule us, right? I have no idea, man. I am to be blamed for the wrong facts. I am to lazy to read about it. Whatever it is, we are free now and we are allowed to rule our own country, Malaysia, which is much more better than being rule. Our Prime Minister had come up with somehow a clever slogan, "1 Malaysia" and everyone is talking about it. What does it got to do with Merdeka ? Lu pikirlah sendiri, yo ;D

Merdeka!

I am proud ;') *retarded*

They're the heroes. Not literally.

 

This scenery is breathtaking.

I am proud to be a Malaysian.

Although there are weaknesses here and there but, what the hell? I managed to live till' today which means that Malaysia is quite safe. 

So .. 

mistakes I forever regret.

So, here I am. Again. Posting some sort of, I don't know, crap?

As usual, on Friday, I will stay up late to check out things in the Net. It's actually Saturday morning already. Gah, who cares? The longer I spend time on the Net, the more the things I discover & the uglier it gets by then. I know the title sounds like I'm gonna post something  very important but, no, it will never ever be important or shall be important to me.

I was naive. I felt sorry for myself for being so naive and all. I have no idea at all how it happened. If I could turn back time, I would rather not be involved with anyone of them. I repeat, I was naive & ignorance. They are just some heartless inhabitants, I must say. These refers to all, no exception. I don't even understand why I end up being in my school today. I was supposed to be in somewhere else but then, there I was, being fooled by nature. Gees. I should have known. By far, my dad is the best ;) Yea, this is actually about guys. You know, girls talking about guys. But I'm not having the "Oh my gosh, he's cuter than the other one" talk. I'm talking about :

I know for some of you, this kind of thing sucks, I agree but I have been keeping this to myself for so long that I could write every detail of it as I have not talk about this to anyone at all in a long period of time. They wouldn't want to listen, anyway. Believe me. Except for Clinton Chua, for sure. But Clinton, I don't feel free to talk to anyone about this. LOL. Wow, I sound so serious. This isn't anything. It's just that I regret I got myself involved in relationships at a young age. Stupid isn't it? Now that I'm able to think rationally, I promise myself not to fall for any type of 'brands' of idiots. Weather that someone is Zac Efron or Chris Brown. I totally reject Chris Brown. I don't want to be smash by you by any means, honey :D As for Zac Efron, just be loyal to Vannesa Hudgens. You'll have a hard time finding for her replacement if you cheat on her. Seriously.

I sound like an old women who lives with 12 kittens, don't I? LOL. That was just my thoughts. I'm not forbidding anyone from having relationships pun. I was just talking about my regrets. Maybe because I fall for the wrong type of person. You know. Pfft. Kids. 

Just smile & wave.

how i wish i can..

carry this laptop everywhere.

I want to blog everything I see & feel . Not to show-off that I own a blog and all but, this is what I like to do. My passion is in writing & when I write, everything reveals. Not exactly. I have to keep some thoughts at the back of my mind as to abstain from being attack by some kind of predator. Whatever I write is spontaneous. If you happen to hate it, that's your problem darling.

I wanted to blog since last week. But, my dad brought it Kuching so, I was left un-blogged. You see, I have had this problem since forever. I tend to forget everything I did when I blog. However, I'm not gonna leave this blog till' I find something to blog on.

I'll start with the school trial. I don't know how it goes but, I managed to finish all of them. Four more papers to go next week. Every single time I could not answer one of the question in the exam, I would go out and walk to the toilet. There was one day that I wore baju kurung to school and as I walked back to my classroom, I realized something. It felt like I was walking on a runway. Had anyone realize that? The school is a square and the whole school could see you walking to the toilet or labs or wherever. Everyone is watching you, well, maybe. But, really, it felt that way to me. Because of that, I walked faster now. LOL. Anyway, I find it hard for me to walk in baju kurung. I used to walk fast but then, when I wore baju kurung, I almost stumbled. Not to say it's a culture shock or anything as I wore them in Form 3, it felt different now. I can go on and on and on about this. Really.

These week alone, I have discovered a lot of things. One of them was I like to talk to myself. Every day, hour and second. No matter what the circumstances is, I will talk to myself. LOL. Even if you are talking to me, I'll talk with my inner self. Maybe it has become a habit but, it's fun. Try-lah. Anyway, my room is in a mess. REAL MESS. I'll clean it up first thing in the morning. I hope so.

Okay, here's the deal. I'm just gonna end this here cause it's getting late. If I have the chance, I'll blog tomorrow. The problem is, whenever I have something in mind to blog I got no chance to go blogging. So, whose fault is that anyway?

  

dress code for Prefects' Board dinner.

  I can't really say that these (images I'm about to post) is gonna be the dress code for the dinner. I just want to do this for fun. Maybe we might wanna change it or continue with what Mr. Micheal Law wants us to wear which is the 50's. He is strange (in a good funny way) and its exceptionally good to have him in the Prefects' Board. So, lets see what Mr. Michael Law truly wants.

The 50's

For the girls

I like the gorgeous-ness of all the pieces.

As for the girls wearing hijab, I only found a few images which probably doesn't suit any of my friends style. But, who know they might want to try it. So..

Nice eh?

Try them. Perhaps it's once in your life time.

For the boys 

* I don't think anyone of them would want to dress like the 50's. They're all lame except for a few boys which names I won't mention cause they'll be like so elated & think they are the most macho man on Earth.*

  

Handsome ;) Rrrrrrr~

Hairdo's 

  

I guess that's it. Anything else, you have to search for yourself. I'm to lazy to blog about some stuff so, I just do this.

Okay?

Okay.

Really?

Yes.

Are you sure?

Maybe.

Come on!

Fine.

LOL. That was just me trying to be funny. I know it's not at all. 

full of anger.

  The title explains everything I'm about to post. so, if you're a psychic, you can leave the blog cause I might make things uglier than an ugly duckling.
  
  Straight to the point, I have no idea at all this morning because I was so not in the mood. Maybe I'm a psychic cause as soon as I was seated, I knew disaster would hit me right in my face. Its like the paper knew we're coming and it purposely make the teacher give us the Chemistry paper. It wasn't really the papers fault actually. You know who. Everyday is unfair to me. I mean, I wanted to revise on other subjects too but, no chance was given so, what more can I say then? By the way, I can't really study in the roll-call or assembly atmosphere. So, if I really want to study other subject at that time, it ain't gonna work too.

  Despite all the silent I became this morning, I begun to think of some thoughts that I've been keeping all the time. I haven't got the guts to spill the beans. Maybe I have a bunch of it right now so, I'm gonna start with the word 'friend'. Has anyone ever wonder what  a friend really means? Cause I'm quite lost at that. I have a lot of friends, well, that's what I think but, doesn't a friend suppose to be our mirror. I'm not saying that in every aspect. Mirror here means more or less our reflection. They know everything about us, our favorites, hates, sorrows, crushes or in short, EVERYTHING. Usually, these occurs between super best-friend forever. I haven't seen that through my whole life. Nowadays, everyone wants to have privacy which is so wrong to me. I'd like to have super best-friend forever but, too bad, I'll never find one cause I scare people away with story of my life. Thank God I'm able to survive in this world full of attackers.  

  I wonder why I write such title when what I really wants to post is just this crappy? I leave that for you to think.

  Anyway, there's this weird looking creature loitering in the school compound today. It was tanned but I think it was more like dark brown. A very dark brown. As usual, it was with its wife. LOL. I'm not gonna say more or else I'll end up in a fight.

  And oh, I must not forget to mention this, I really don't enjoy some people who thinks they can come and go just like a tornado when it comes to friends. Please respect your friends. I am pathetic cause I have no guts to tell the truth. I bet your friends are the ones who care & comfort you when you're crying over some moron losers. So, think twice before you do something you'll regret later. 

  I never believe that anyone are willing to care or even listen to my words. I am sorry if ever I annoy anyone of you with my words. Like I said, "I can't go further than lame. That's my limit." If ever I happen to cross over the line, don't hesitate to say it right to my face but, I prefer it privately though.   

  The conclusion is :

 

  Not really full of anger, no? LOL. Blame the title!