She ain't a diva.

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Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia
I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne

Thursday, December 31

new year's eve :)

is that what u call that?
new year's eve?
haha. hantam saja laa.
yes. tonight is the night. the end of the awful fun & memorable 2009 :) oh oh oh. im so not ready for 2010. with all the SPM tingy & everything.huh ! =.= anyways, i have to be ready. im so alone at home at this minute so lets think of our resolutions aite? hee :)

Resolutions for year 2010!
physically
1. must keep my hair long
2. try not to get darker skin *which is so hard to do :D
3. lessen the usage of my annoying glasses :)
4. drink a lot of water. *thats the only way to get nicer skin. HAHA.thats what people say.
5. get fatter :) im so skeleton!

emotionally
1. be so much better than i use to be :)

*am i serious about this? HAHA. i guess i am.

so, this is my mission for 2010. i hope im capable of doing all this :) wish me so much luck kay? hehe. and oh! im goin to sit for SPM so that will be my other mission :) im so excited being in 2010. i doesnt like 2009 that much :) so.. 2010! im putting so much hope on u. HAHA.
nothing much to say for now :)
2009 is so not my year. uhuk uhuk!
goin to my Aunty's tonight.
expecting a warm & relaxig new year XD
W H A T E V E R.
haha.
listening to Zee Avi. love her songs ♥

much lucks for 2010 :)
*for my lovely crazy friends.
for my love ones ♥
love u all although im not that loving.
HAHA.
so..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
xoxo

Saturday, December 26

stupidity.

im glad that no one will read my blog :) weee! i wanted this blog for myself. haha. no one would one to read this though ;) soo..

STUPIDITY.
hee :) whats so stupid? i dont know. u tell me. who? no one.
yes! im talking to myself. HAHA. <--- *now, that is stupidity.
haihaihai. why oh why? i happen to sign in to his MSS & now i know how close u both are :') awwww. how 'sweet'. well, its not like close-close but in a way they write its like they are soooooo CLOSE. nyehhhh. they are only friends. why should i be bothered, right? ou God. hm. lalalalalalalalalala :) anyways, shes engaged. so.. lalalalalalala. yeahhh. and maybe their friendship really helps cos he usually makes me wait for him to reply my text but now no. he will simply say 'jap' o something like that if hes bz or whatever. thanks to his new sweet friend :)) hee. *im so stupid.

im like so extremely B O R E D.
i got nothing to do.
im to lazy clean my room.
cant watch TV cos the stupid decoder is broken.
what to do? online?
B O R I N G G G

hm. anyways, watched Titanic at my Granma's last night. slept there. Rose & Jack are such a lovey dovey. its so sad that Jack died & left Rose. awwwww :( Titanic must cost a lot cos everything looks so real. salute to the ones in the movie ♥

yeahhhh.
im b o r e d & h u n g r y
im s p e e c h l e s s

i hope he will never ask me for my blog email & password cos he'll be reading this. hmm.

gugu gaga

hugs & kisses for u ma man :D
xoxo


Wednesday, December 23

Christmas Eve ♥

Christmas Eve!
ou yea ou yea

im just to lazy to blog :D *sloth. but, i wanted a blog. its 'nice' to know that no one ever read my blog. HAHA. easier for me. im so scared about what people would think of my posts! :) humans are unpredictable. W.E you humans!~ haha.

so many things occur few days back. i help too bake cakes :D yay me! 5 cake a day. huh. it was fun. its easier to bake with the mixer. i just dump dump all the ingredients & POOFFH! a cake is done. huhu. unfortunately, i dont like to eat cakes. so.. i taste one of them & i dont like it. HAHA. the most 'exciting' part is, our tellie or maybe just the decoder is broken. hah. how nice huh? =.=" its like soooooooo boring & i miss all the programs i follow. the CSIs, the OPRAH WINFREY SHOW, the BIGGEST LOSER ASIA, the NANNY, i-CARLY and lotsa of em. haih. so much frustration. plus, its so hard when my mum & dad is not around. im like, huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. whyyyyyyyyy?? they have to go to KL for whatever the reason is. huh. they came back last night :) awwwww. and they bought me a T-shirt with flip-flops prints on it. niceee.. THANK YOU ;)

its 23 Dec and i havent bought my Christmas clothes -.- but, I DO NOW! haha. we went to Imperial Mall & Bintang Megamall. i think i did a good job in choosing my flip-flop in RAGE *ROXY & blouses. *im not sure if its blouse or something. HAHA. but, i like em ALL. ill be wearing em on the first day of Christmas at my Granma's. :) & aunty's. huhu.

tommorow will be so busy + chaos at my Granma's.
cos its CHRISTMAS EVE!
im still so lazy to blog
so..
Nights ♥ 
its morning already =.="


Monday, December 14

decades ♥

ignore the Title :)
its been days since i updated my blog not decades -.-"

i dont really remember things i did few days back XD i have a very bad memory nowadays. no doubt. haha. but theres a lot goin on in those few days.

Saturday :)
kay. Saturday. what do i remember about last Saturday? yes! Christmas Parade. on the 12th. i was sooo excited about goin to the parade but my mum says shes not goin cos she have to mark the SPM papars =.= ouu cmon! its getting late already & my younger brother had gone to the Cityfan cos he joins the parade. my older bro take him there. when my Adi got back after taking Avit to the Cityfan, my mum saw our two granny (Mayeng & Udak)  in the car XD awwww~ they wanted to go to the parade. so, my mum ask me to take bath. im like, 'if u're not goin, im not goin too'. & shes like 'i have too mark the papers.' but then she thinks she have to go cos the two granny :) aww. so, we went there. that place is sooo crowded. humans here & there :D the 'cak-cak' oso have. haih. the parade was not bad. im the one whos tired of smiling. cos we were like kat tepi jalan watching them march passed us. i think they know i fake my smile :DD haha seriouly, it hurts when we smile that long. at least i got few sweets & shakehands which is sweaty =.= gosh. many youth are in the SIBs but im RC :)). gaga. what am i saying?? -.-" k k. we when back right after the Melanau dance. and everything ends there :) i cant remember anything else. :D

Sunday :D
hey, never thought Sunday could be fun enough :D hell ya! the church was great. the breakfast was also great :) i had laksa at Tasty Point with Tebu fresh. nyumnyum ;) then we went to the Imperial Mall. my mun wants to buy Christmas Tree. we found one! & i choose them :) it has 'snow' on it. cantek lah jugak :D bought few things to decorate the tree, extention wire or sumthing -.-', towels ( i beg my mum to buy me the purple towel :D love em!). my mum ask the boys to send the tree & decorations to the car at the basement & we continue shopping :D we went back after my mum realise she have to mark the papers -.-" yaa. so, the car aircond is not working. we are dying in there :D no kidding. free sauna. cermin kereta pun rosak. then my mum went to the kedai borong to buy drinks for the Caroling group that night. reach home i dont know what time XD so tired. watch tellie for a while and decided to take a nap. well, not havin a great nap though :D so went out to the living room & saw the Christmas tree already done :) but im the one who have to clean the mess cos i as sleeping & not helping them. DAYEM :D so so, the Caroling came around 7-ish and sang 3 song -.-" woww. Whatevah! my dad came from Kuch & as usual CHOCOLATES. ate a little an then i cant remember what happens :DD


Monday -.-"
dont know. dont care :DD


Toodaayyyy..
woke up early cos someone text which will absolutely make my ringtones ring loud enough :D im having a bit arguement with this someone & i still hav no mood to talk or text him. O_O hmm. until today. which is not good. ughhh. i dont even wanna talk about it :) so DONT talk about it XD watch CSI : NY this morning. they are so good.with the blood, crimes and all :) *salute. dont really watch Opreah Winfrey Show cos already start online :D it about Breath Free/Stop Smoking. so not watching that :) and now im having a back pain because online too to long already. haha :D

so..
thats it kan?
BUHBYE :)

Thursday, December 10

blah blah blah

mood swings
seriously. huh. feel like crying feel like laughing feel like smiling feel like nuts. goshh. i just hate this. I'm sorry, you. i don't feel like texting at all. so much has been goin on in my mind. too much i guess :) gahhhh!

W E. right. yesterday is Wednesday & was so boring. they went out & i have no to text with but Najwa saved the day! :D we texted & were like talking bout them *the one who went out*. ugh. LAME :) yes! thats the word. LAME. yesterday was L.A.M.E. :DD i slept at 5-ish in the morning. cool eh? XD i was not sleppy AT ALL. i red Certain Girl and still couldn't sleep. huh. well, at least i woke up early this morning :) awww. took a nap in the afternoon AND the evening. HAHA. then, when out to have dinner & mum plan to buy Christmas tree but didn't found the one we wanted :)) soo, bought few stuffs then GO HOME!

got nothing else to say T.T
im just '......' ya know?
ughhhh.
nights

Tuesday, December 8

yesterday.

didn't got the chance to blog yesterday :) house full of DRAMA. i woke up soooooo late like 12 at noon. hah. 'anak dara bgun ahe!'. WATEVSSS. its not my fault baaa :D i go & online the whole night & end up waking up at 12. whos fault is that now? THE INTERNET. :D 

ya ya. sooo, i was watchin Princess Protection Program when i have my lunch. its like 230> already :) nyehh. who cares. HAHA. then i go & paksa my lil bro buy me Tom Yam mee cup *mengidam* XD he has a lot more $$ than i do. i ate the mee cup immediately after he gave it too me :D ho liou! 

i was outside & angkat baju when Avit called me :D
avit : mama dh kt rumh ka?
achia : emm, no. pal?
avit : keta we all habis minyak this. kt kem.
achia : habis minyak? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
avit : ketawak u..
achia : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
avit : heheh..
achia : u all kt wer? kem sri ka?
avit : dono i. 'kt wer we all?*ask Adi*' kt kem lah.
achia : HAHA. k k. mama lom dtg gain.
avit : k k.

i was still smiling after that phone call. FUNNEYHH. he called again after that. the conversation goes the same as the above :DD its like an hour when my mum & dad arrived. soo, told them the story & they were like 'what? where? why? when?' & i was like smiling trying not to laugh. but, the day is saved by MY DAD! :D wuww.

after all that, took my bath then go online :) FB only which is BORINGGGGG. sempat gain i switch place cos the lappy low bat :) not long after that..

mama : girl, mama mok guna laptop.
achia : aaa?
mama : mama mok guna laptop.
achia : ok. *cabut the broadband & my pendrive.
mama : where broadbband?
achia : haa?
mama : broadband.
achia : *gave her the broadband*

huhhhhh. then i got bored. no one to text -.- no nothing! apuuuu. almost 10 then 'someone' text -.-" well, i text first. huh. but, i slept early last night & wake up early in the morning just now :D proud of myself. HAHA. watch CSI & cartoons then go take bath and until now online :) huahua.

& btw, sempat i edit this pic and change my profile pic in FB :)




so..
GOOD AFTERNOON ALL!
ENJOY :))

Monday, December 7

teen Internet addicts 'likelier' to self harm.


SYDNEY: Teenagers who are addicted to the Internet are more likely to engage in self-harm behaviour, according to an Australian-Chinese study.
    Researches surveyed 1,618 adolescents aged 13 to 18 from China's Guangdong Province about behaviour such as hitting themselves, pulling their own hair, or pinching or burning themselves, and gave them a test to gauge Internet addiction.
    Internet addiction has been classified as a mental health problem since the mid-1990s with symptoms similar to other addictions.

RIGHT. thats the article my dad make me read :) well, actually its longer but im not gonna type it all, no? -.-' so, why did my dad ask me to read that article? :) jengjengjeng. i am not addicted to Internet, kay? not at all. its just that im always online XD *FB & blogs*. im not gonna hit myself or pull my own hair =.= thats INSANE. anyways, thanks to my dad cos make me read the article. i might get myself addicted to the Internet since i haven't had anything to do :))

so.. dont get ADDICTED, ya? ;)
XOXO

♥ LEFThanded ♥

i am lefthanded
notice the TITLE & the HEADER? :)
im sure u notice lah -.-"

story of me being lefthanded :) my bro says 'salah u tulis that'. gahh. its just the way i write. i still have nice handwriting bahh :D classmates/schoolmates always ask 'who's lefthanded?' =.=. pupils find us rare & weird. no, we are not :D but, i ever heard or red about lefthanded creatures XD they said,'lefthanded use both brain & so on & so on'. i cant remember :D is it? lefthanded only meh? why so? huh.

anyways, i like being lefthanded. its just..different :) not much different laa but still :p a lot of my friends are lefthanded. best ehh :D one of my bro also lefthanded but his handwriting is baddd -.- HAHA. hes still primary 5 so give him chance, ya? he'll realise how bad his handwriting was back then XD



the guys took this picture. noo idea why they took picture of my hand =.= maybe cos its lefthanded XD





during MSSM. have to finish my Biology peka :)) soo..


so, the moral of the story is 'be lefthanded'.
:)
u'll find it FUN. *kot*

now, TODDLES!
.hugs & kisses.

Sunday, December 6

shopaholic & sister ♥

by SOPHIE KINSELLA.

bought the book on the 29th last month. its not my kind of book but interesting enough to read though :) its about Becky who came back from her 10 months honeymoon figures she just lost her BFF but just found her long lost sister. interesting, huh? :)  finish my reading last night & now i had nothing to do =.= ughhh. seriously, its DAMN boringgg. this holidays. huh. haven't touch or seen my school books since our last day of school. HAHA :D *good job!*

nothing much to say or do this holidays. everyday online, watch tv, etc etc. now, the other day i was like soooo boringg so i add peoples FB laa & NO ONE  approves my request T.T gosh. thats sad. im not gonna harm anyone baa, why?? HAHA. nyehhh. i'll do the same if i dont know that person, ya? so... :) SAY CHEESE!

i think FB is quite boringg now. cos everyday online maa. haih =.= now i have blog to update maybe i'll not be that boring but i might too -.- i created this blog on June this year but never do anything to it :D wth. i once own a blog in FS but i deleted my FS already. why i delete my FS? cos FB laa :) recently i've seen the new FS i felt so bad cos i deleted it in the first place. HAHA. but, i find FS quite boring also. so.. no big deal, ya?

enough talking :)
gtg do some chores. im a good girl okay XD
so, ENJOY :)

ten ten ten

now, since i haven't had anything in mind to share in this blog i'll post few pics of my friends & i during our 'peribahasa' project few months back. its fun, heyy :)


  'cakar ayam' *literally*

                                          'pening lalat' :)                                           

  'membaca itu jambatan ilmu'

  'menikam dari belakang'

  'seperti halilintar membelah bumi'

   'iri hati'

    'puteri lilin'

 'retak menanti belah'

                                                     'simpul mati'

'kera sumbang'

     'bagai dakwat dengan kertas'

'sudah terang lagi bersuluh'

so.. we are the 'tententen' :D


thats it
:)
ENJOY!



long long ago.

right. this blog has been created long long ago. yeah! :D i have no idea wth i was thinking back then. nehhh. who cares? i now own a blog & still need to figure out everything here XD *blurr* so... hey! :)