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so... i was looking around Facebook & Tumblr & Blogs when i realize my blog has no picture. i mean the teeny-weeny picture you see at the followers column. i have no idea why but, i really don't care ;D anyways, since i have 'all the time in the world' i want to blog about something. i usually blog about what happen the day i blog because i can't remember anything about last few days.


so... i went to the school canteen to buy myself a drink when suddenly, Shuqrie Kie, the one who thinks he is more diva than Beyonce, talked to me. we had a little chat. i agreed to go to the Music Room to watch Cikon danced, hey! LOL. i never thought she would dance. plus, i was so excited to hear her hair straight. i don't know why ;D i really like the music they use & maybe the choreography too ;) i have no idea why every time i entered the room i'll be a 'little bit' koo-koo especially when i'm with Vivien & Lydia. we really danced like drunk ladies with a heel on our left leg. LOL. what does that suppose to mean anyway? oh, whatever! i must say they danced like a cyclone ;D LOL again. i mean like pros. good luck on Saturday, girls! so... when Vivien & i was having lots of fun, someone says, 'iboh terkinja gilak. ada laki ctok'. AND I WAS LIKE, 'WHY ON EARTH DO YOU CARE? WE DANCE CAUSE WE WANT TO AND THAT HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH THE BOYS OR YOU'. well, of course not literally. do yo expect us to sit straight & gossip in the Music Room? apu. ku pantap palak dik lagek ;D and yeah, Mister Chan make me go to the Mini Sport Festival at SK Miri this Saturday & i'm going, people! see you all there :D

so... enough with that. i have nothing else to say i guess. wait! i do have something to say. maybe tommorow-lah. its 6.30 already =__=' homeworks is piling up. 

yesterday seems so far away.

i thought of going blogging yesterday but, i'm to tired plus lazy to do so. i went through hell yesterday. yes i do :) it's not a big deal but, still i hate it so much.

ya, yesterday was the teachers & parents meeting to get their children report card. so, i was standing at the lobby with my friends. chatting and all. then a 'hurricane' ruined everything. she is evil i tell you :) a witch! the cloud turned black as soon as she opened her mouth to speak (exaggeration is what i do best). seriously, i hate her already. every time she sees people happy and all she'll be like, shouting nonsense to everyone. i don't want to see her anymore :( she's a pain in the ass. i can't say no more (due to overloaded hatred) but i can say she have no sense of fashion at all. i know it has nothing to do with me but, believe me, it's sad.

 SHIT HAPPENS every time we went to eat at the usual Chicken Rice Shop. the tables are full and we have to wait =___________=' while waiting alone in the shop, there's this stupid man who shows me his table. HE THOUGHT I WAS THE WAITRESS THERE. how stupid is that? the waitress there wears uniform and i was wearing school uniform. what was he thinking? stupid old man! i was really pissed off. another table did the same to me. and i'm like, 'HOW MANY STUPID PEOPLE IS IN HERE? RAISED UP YOUR HAND!'. well, not literally :) seriously, what the hell? i was waiting for the table where four morons are seated. they were like sitting around, talking in the phone, laughing and they're done eating. i keep on looking at them but, yeah, stupid people wouldn't understand that kind of thing so they stay there for a thousand years. luckily, a couple finished their food and let us have the table. again, waiting for the waitress to take orders =_______________________=' i might have high blood pressure right at that moment. *sigh* pissing off makes me hungry cause i finish two plates of rice. i feel fatter already, i likey :) OH YA! there's this son of a bitch or must i say he is a bitch. he pushed my dad because of course, my dad was blocking the way. BUT, WHY THE HELL PUSH? i was like looking at him furiously and so is my dad. i can tell from the bitch face that he is ugly and morally retarded.

i can be so mean if i want to :) okay, whatever. i don't what else to say cause everything seems like a problem to me. i don't know why. i'm not a perfectionist but i might be but i don't want to :) *SIGH again* 

I WANTED TO THANKED KAK REEN FOR THE COMPLIMENT ;) I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT. I NEVER THOUGHT ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO READ MY NONSENSE. SO DOES TO CLINTON. YOU ARE A GREAT BLOG FOLLOWER ;D

THANK YOU.

*sigh

sighing is the best thing to do when everything falls apart. *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =__=' let me warn everyone that my blog doesn't contain any form of information or common sense at all. so, 

okay, that's the second time i post that. like i care *in British accent* ;D it's been weeks since i post my last post. LOL. i seldom have time now with all the tuition schedule and homeworks. well, at least i'll post something sometimes :)

i'll just be brutally honest here. at school, things went worst than ever. i cannot understand why. i hate to talk about this but, i don't know why i am right now. LOL. i think it's all about our rationality and common sense. it's so unfair i didn't get to go to the meeting last Monday cause if i do i want to talk the old man way, where the seniors would understand. but, i don't think they will because somehow they set some kind of barrier in their minds so not to think or hear what i have to say. whatever it is, i'm through this. conflicts is tiring, torturing. so, lets stop but, i must say that things will not be normal like before.

i have something to write about Grace text-ing this someone. i want everyone to look at every word he (who thinks we're wrong) text but, i changed my mind ;D sorry, Gracie. it's (what's the word?) wrong to do so, i think :)

and yes, i didn't ask Chong Foo Lee anything when he suddenly says 'Saya suka lihat mata kamu saja. Yang lain semua (laughing) tidak standard.' and i'm like 'Sukati kamu-lah'. because i know ..

history.

  i thought today would be nice and sedative for me but it ain't really that way. i came very early to school this morning which is good but then there's something in the class that bug me all day long. well, i switched my sits with Angela & Chong Foo Lee and i notice people with envy eyes. W>E. i just don't like some voices in that class which is very annoying and mean. i don't think anyone likes it but we just lay low as we do not want any girl fights or anything. LOL. so, we're just gonna shut our mouth till' we're out off that school.


 OOH, i was shocked much when suddenly Grace made a weird voice. LOL. she was trying to tell us that Daddy (Aiman) was lifting Mummy (Odi) cause Mummy fainted. eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww! it would be a nightmare for me if Daddy did that to me. i bet Mummy loved every moment of it. everyone was in a state of shocked knowing that cause we couldn't imagine the scene of both of them being so in love. LOL. if i had a chance to just look at the way he lift Mummy i would probably vomit, seriously. now, you know how much hate i have in both of them :)


  as usual, after recess the prefects were supposed to do their duties that is, to make sure the cleanliness of the school canteen. but, the problem is the one who have to do all this is my friends and i and a few good prefects. the 'models' (F, S & E @ daughters of Mummy and Daddy), stewardess (Mummy), steward (Daddy) and all the other pharaoh's followers (SPL KFW S HH JU and sewaktu dengannya)  leave the canteen as soon as the bell rang. they are idiots! once we tried to advice or to be precise, comment on these problem but their respond was THE FORM 5 PREFECTS HATE THEM. isn't that so childish? i wonder why they're in Form 6 when they're mind is still in Primary 6. LOL. pity them. the models (F & S) was pretending like they were doing they're duty. they were just moving the chairs and that's it. my friends and i were struggling to clean the dust bin and rubbish all over the canteen. well, they saw us talking about them so they did the same. so funny lah weh. LOL. whatever you guys think about us, we just hate you guys NOW. it's not personal but it's about prefect thing-y, alright.

  okay, i had a Gawai practise today and it was ugly =_=' Gawai is on Friday but nothing is done yet. i regret joining the dancing cause i can see it ain't really working. sigh, i will try no matter what cause i'm force to do so. LOL. 

part of the list.

  i had Bible Knowledge quiz today and it ain't going well cause i didn't really studied :) my fault, obviously. it was hard so, everyone should understand why we didn't get to the Part 2. by the way, congratulations to the top 10 winners ;)

  i have been so hard on myself. in what way, i don't know. i seriously am lost within me. i'm not kidding :) i find myself so hypocrite and so fake sometimes. but, at the same time i felt it is right to do so. its weird how most of us react to hypocrisy. most might say that they hate hypocrisy, i do, but in some situation it is the smartest thing to do. i have experience a lot of these in life and i'm getting used to it. its normal but i'm not saying we should do so. it is so wrong to be a hypocrite but we might lose our friends when we became brutally honest to them. i believe it works that way. so.. i seriously don't know T.T i don't know if i'm right or wrong. i'm messed up!

  here, i am declaring myself to be 'boys proof'. i don't need any male creatures in my life right at this moment. maybe i never will :) its so bizarre how love can turn to hatred. well, there's always an opposite in something, right? so.. i'm not gonna be available to no one at all. not even girls :D LOL. 

   high school sweethearts :) i seriously don't know how to describe them. what i saw from my naked eyes is that they're so in love. the well-known high school sweetheart is Mummy and Daddy. i heard them calling each other in school with that name. peshhhhhhhhh =.=" maybe they are planning to get married or they are married? i hate them as a couple cause both of them are prefects. the Prefect Board had a meeting about this issue few months back but make no difference. perhaps its getting worst and i'm hating them all the way. i don't mind them being in love or whatever they are in but the thing is they are not doing their duty as a prefect. they are worst than anything else. O MY LORD, only you know how much hate i have in them. i'm sorry i felt that way but i just can't help it. so brainless. no words can describe how i feel about them when i see them. they even quarrel in school. can you believe that>?! in public some more! come on, man. you're the Head Prefect. act like one. 

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  well, we have some issues on this too but this time, it's my own friend. i don't know how to explain to her about this sort of things cause she wouldn't listen to anyone although what my friends and i had explained to her has its rationality. whatever it is, please know we don't enjoy looking at you like that, my friend. i know how loves make you feel but please have your own limit. i know you're not gonna read this but whatever :)

  

  alright, i have problem studying. i cannot focus at all, i'm not aware that the SPM is drawing closer, i still sit around doing nothing, i still think i have time =__= God, i need guide in this. i talk but i don't do. =_=" 

  

   

   

cycle of life.

obviously, i have not updated my blog for centuries. maybe this is the right time to blog cause i feel so free but i am really not free actually. whatever it is, i will still blog ;D 

alright, i remembered during the 3 weeks holidays, i went to have lunch in a Chicken Rice shop. what makes me 'full' is the sight of chicken bones on the table =______=" on the table, man. i know its normal for some of us but its definitely not an appetizer. i pity the waitress, though. 

another chapter of my life is that i don't know where i am exactly. LOL. nonsense. okay, i admit my blog's background looks ridiculous to anyone who thinks it is but i seriously love it ;D its so different & vintage. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz =.="

oh, i watched half of the Blog War or whatever the name is on Disney Channel :) i don't know what the real story was about but i'm pretty sure it's about blogging & blogger. LOL. 

I AM PISSED AT THOSE BRAZILIAN FOOTBALLERS =_=" what the hell are they doing? they are losing right now. guys, do you realize that? HAIH. heart-broken lah weh T.T train more, try again 4 years to come.  i'm gonna have to betray you guys and go for Argentina. you guys make me ;D i don't care.