She ain't a diva.

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Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia
I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne

Tuesday, March 30

honestly.

oh honestly
i need to blog
so much in mind but no time to blog
there's so much conflicts, activities, competitions goin on in school
but, im honestly here to talk about this conflict we have in school

honestly, i hate to talk about this but i just can't stand no more
melampaui batas
allow me to talk in bahasa ibunda
CHEWAH.
macang la org kesah

now, not that i wanna make things worse
it's just that i want whoever reading this knows what im trying to say or do

right, relationships between prefects is unacceptable to me. i know i have been there, done that but this problem we have right now has gone worse. if i were to be a Head Prefect, the first thing i would think of is myself as a prefect.

hekeleh
poyo la the words i just said
AHAHA

macang tok jak lah
mekorg nego bukan mok ANTI and doesn't mean we hate you
think with your brain not your forehead
benda nok mekorg tego ya just, mekorg x selesa anga torg berkepit
memang la SEBAGAI MANUSIA x salah p SEBAGAI PENGAWAS SEKOLAH tolong kurangkan kepitan ya bah
ya pun nak mdh mekorg ANTI ka? astagh
mun dah bena pa di pdh mekorg ya, di putar belit gik
mun torg ukn PENGAWAS xda mekorg nyusah dirik nak tego
nak merajuk juak? spa nak pujok? mekorg?
pk ckit bahh
alu nak mdh anti
ska soh org merepak with my fluent bahasa 
anyway, mekorg hanya menegur keakraban torg di sekolah bkn hubungan torg
mun di luar sekolah xda mekorg bisin
skati torg bah

same goes to the seniors
why on earth do you guys thinks we ANTI you guys??
WHY ON EARTH?
omigosh
i thought you guys could think and find solutions to the problems but you guys make things worse
GEES
WHATEVER
retarted people =.=
its true you guys did what we said and still you said we HATE you guys
OHHHHH COME ONNNNNNNNNNN

SEKADAR TEGURAN UNTUK MEMBETULKAN KESILAPAN

i can't say no more
just this
.I.

Monday, March 22

MIRACLE

omigosh
MIRACLE
i manage to blog today ;) i deserve an award hey
anyone?
=.="
i actually have to revise on my exam paper but i just lost focus seconds ago so blogging is my solution

like everyone has been complaining about, we receive our exam paper today. i have my Mathematics, English, Biology and Pen. Moral paper with me already. i'm not satisfied with any of my mark today. so frustrating ehhhhhhh. why can't the school burn the exam paper? =.=" so far, i pass all the subject but i'm pretty sure my Additional Mathematics will never be more than 30 marks. gees, im proud to say that oh? AHAHA.
yeah.
 i was fucking nervous this morning as i have to give little speech for Kumpulan Pengawas Bertugas. Beatrice gave me the script, my hands were shaking, my words tremble when i say the words but i managed to finish the words as soon as possible. no preparation at all cos no one wanted to do the speech and i'm the one who have to do it. *glares at Ketua Kumpulan Gratitude & Respect. ugh. anyhow, Beatrice thanked me so, i'm fine. or else i might attack my Ketua for that *battling eyelashes.

we had our dance practice today. for the school concert. so tiredddddddd =.=" i forgot my steps but nehhhhh i don't really care.
AHAHA

AND
we will be schooling on Saturday
yaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
.I.
Thursday timetable lagik
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
.I.

out
FRUSTRATED

Sunday, March 21

back to school.

back to school tomorrow heyyyyyyyy
i don't know if i like it or not =.="
yeahhhhhhhh

so, i'm here cos i don't want my blog to be neglected AGAIN but i'm pretty sure it will be starting from tomorrow ;)

anyway, went to the movies with my lil brothers yesterday. watched Alice in Wonderland. i watched that movie like for the hundredth time already but i decided to watch it again cos i don't know why. AHAHA. it was awesome anyway.
AND AND AND
:) :) :) :) :)
i bought new story book, well my mum bought it for me
Thanks for the memories by Cecelia Ahern
isn't that great? IT IS.
ohhhhhhh
i haven't started my reading yet cos i'm struggling with my homework =.="
gees. i finished some already. yay me! *NOT

i'm not gonna talk nonsense no more
so
off to my homework

Tuesday, March 16

blogging.

i so wanted to blog today
i so wanted to go to the Revo tingy today
BUT
i'll just blog, alright? ;)

yeahhhhhhhhhh
feel so tired today and it's almost midnight but i'm still typing

anyway, i read two article on SMOKING just now. interesting article though. the first article i read has a title called 'A picture's worth to a smoker..'. it talks about the graphics on the cigar boxes. it hadn't work at all. the writer, The Eye, told a story about his friend who deciced to stop smoking not because of the graphics nor the high prices but its all in his head. he decided to stop and he did. he tried to light up on a kretek stick which was previously his 'brand' for 'self test' but instead of getting hooked, he threw up and could not finish the stick. waohhhh ♥ the other article 'Smoking - the worst possible de-stressing tool', talking about how serious smoking is in Malaysia cos in the writer's country the ones smoking are usually the folks. i 110% agree with the writer of the article as in everywhere we go, we see people smoking. i hate smokers :) 

cut short

i just finish reading Heartless by Alison Gaylin. its not my cup of tea but heyyy, i love it. its about a secret group bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ..

i never blog properly
HAHA

im tired and its late
so..

off to NASA



Monday, March 15

random pictures ♥

 i wanted to blog yesterday but didn't have the time so ..
WHATEVER

since i'm too lazy to talk crap tonight, i'll just let the pictures do the talking

i did this just now =.="


nahh, credit to the self-timer ;)


i ♥ herrrrrr. Eleanora.


Aveanesa *not sure with the name


my dinner tonight :) Frito Laksa & Burger.


  see! waohhhh. i don't eat prawn :)


yerrrrrrrrr =.=" euuu


this was when i'm in Form 1. Im an Indian women in the Merdeka Drama tingy. *spot Nor Najwa, Felicity Usat, Izzasyahirah Hazwani and me :)


 credit to Miss Redha. ♥

nahhh
so slow bahhh =.= i mean lagging
enough lah oh?



Friday, March 12

meeting the principal.

yeah
last last week Hui Ung, Chak Siong and i went to see the principal
it's not that we did something wrong or anything
he wants to see us cos he and our teachers think we can do better in our studies
hey, thanks ;) glad to hear that from our teachers

it was nerve-wrecking at first
we entered the office
he was standing in front of us
*silent*
we exchange looks
*awkward*
'you're here to see me?'
ohhh, FINALLY :O
and we're like nodding our head vigorously
his office is ORANGE :) i mean the lights makes the office looks so orangy
*sakai*

now, the first thing he asked was what subject do we think we can score A
i mention a few subject but ended up writing all the subject in my notebook
straight A's isn't an easy business =.='
anyway, i'll try

yeah
and he mention about this four principle

1. play the game of the imposibble
2. discipline of action
3. winning coalition
4. divine intervention

im not gonna tell all the details
=.="

ANYWAY,
my point is i will try my best to do the best

i cant continue blogging
cos Muhd Izzul tagged me in a post
*easily distracted*
its AWESOME
;)



middle finger *grins

i don't even know how to start
i am pissed and that's quite it
yeah

i hate you you and you
yeah, all of you

:) *im sorry for the ones who's reading this
*you = specifically for someone somewhere around the corner
AHAHA

you, yes you, i hate you
that's the only word i have in mind right now
you're perfect, that i know
everyone likes you, that i know
it's hard to live with you around
why me?
shit you shit to me too ;)
you never care about peoples feeling, do you?
cause since i know you, you never do :)

you, yes you, i hate you too
you are making everything hard
don't make things hard
shit
you are one good liar
putar belit cerita nombor satu

middle finger

nahh
:) 
 now, im not mad anymore

i am me once more