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I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne
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Tuesday, March 15

50 random questions.

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
At my grand's. Still here.
2. Who are you in love with?
At the moment, no one. Not even with Paul Mcdonald.
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
No, I don't think so. But, I always wanted to eat one.
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yeap. A wedding invitation.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Yesterday. I was outside the mall. Just dropping my friends off.
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope. Why would I? =_____=
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Errr, yes.
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Out of town? Never.
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Nope. The last one was last year.
10. Are you hot?
I'm just fine. Never was I hot.
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Milo. I bought it, so I had to drink it.
12. What are you wearing right now?
Brazil's football jersey and hot pants.
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
I washed the car last Sunday. That was the first time. So . .
14. Last food that you ate?
Rice with tomato eggs, sambal and saffron fish.
15. Where were you last week at this time?
At home. Lying on the sofa, watching TV.
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Nope. Its been a while.
17. When is the last time you ran?
A few hours back. I ran to the retail stores. No reason. Feel like running.
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
The MSSM.
19. What is your favorite animal?
Ew, I dislike animals. Hahaha!
20. Your dream vacation?
To anywhere on a cruise ;) That would be fun although I hate seas.
21. Last person's house you were in?
Anjang Roddy's house.
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
I think I crack my ankle or did I break my leg? I'm not sure. I ran into a speeding car & stayed home for 2 months. Imagine that. Hahaha!
23. Have you been in love?
Yes, of course.
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Not really. I don't think he misses me, so I don't want to miss him too :)
25. Last play you saw?
Neh, I don't know.
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
I don't lure. Never would I.
27. What are your plans for tonight?
Watch TV, go online or finish reading 12 again.
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
I don't have Myspace.
29. Next trip you are going to take?
To Kuala Lumpur, next month.
30. Ever go to camp?
Always. During school days-lah.
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
No, I don't think so.
32. What do you want to know about the future?
Where would I be? When will I die? Will it be heaven or hell?
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
I'm wearing Believe, a perfume, but not today.
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Nope.
35. Where is your best friend?
How should I know? I'm not a professional stalker. Well, not yet.
36. How is your best friend?
Okay? I guess.
37. Do you have a tan?
No?
38. What are you listening to right now?
Man's voice from the Breaking The Magician's Code.
39. Do you collect anything?
I tried. It never worked. So, no.
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
Myself? Yes, I'm pretty sure about this. Hahaha!
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Never. Which also means, not yet..
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Um, duh? Always.
43. What does your last text message say?
Yaaaaaaaaaaaa. (Yes, just that. To my mum. Hahaha!)
44. Do you like hot sauce?
No, not at all.
45. Last time you took a shower?
Last night. Hahaha!
46. Do you need to do laundry?
No.
47. What is your heritage?
I'm not sure about the question. Hahahahaha!
48. Are you someone's best friend?
I don't know that.
49. Are you rich?
I am very poor. Everything I have comes from my parents.
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
I slept soundly on my bed.

Monday, March 14

Re-blog a little something.

I don't know what's with me and facts. I just find some of them so interesting to read or maybe I just like to fantasize about Prince Charming or Mr Right. This time, I found something about the things a perfect guy would do though we all know only guys from Planet No-Where are perfect. But still, it's fun to read. Who knows yours are one of them ;) Keep your fingers cross!


Things that a perfect guy would do. Taken from Nurul Syazaliana's blog. (http://sukadukasyaza.blogspot.com)


1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. His hand would always find your hand.
7. Be cute when he really wants something.
8. Offer you plenty of massages.
9. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
10. Never run out of love.
11. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
12. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
13. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
14. React so cutely when you hit him and it acutally hurts.
15. Smile a lot.
16. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
17. Appreciate you.
18. Help others out.
19 Drive five hours just to see you even for a minute.
20. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
21. Sing, even if he can't.
22. Have a creative sense of humor.
23. Stare at you.
24. Call for no reason. 




So... Are yours a perfect guy? I believe this happens in real life. It does. Believe me. 



Sunday, March 13

Cucur bubok.

Oh, I'm enjoying cucur bubok right now. It tastes awesome, alright? I can't stop nibbling at all. Keep coming, cucur!


Moving on . . .  


I found these facts from Genysier Umam's blog (http://isnotanexpertstoryteller.blogspot.com/). I think its fine to read. Just for fun. You may not take this seriously, but you might want to read them all just in case it'll happen in the future and you'll realize and say, 'Hey, I've read about this!', 'Never thought it'll happen in real life.', 'I should have taken that seriously. My bad!', or 'I should have known'.



  • Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.


  • Guys hate other flirts.

  • A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

  • When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

  • Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

  • Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

  • When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

  • Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

  • Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

  • Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

  • When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so

  • Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise

  • Guys cry!!!

  • Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

  • Guys can never dream and hope too much.

  • Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

  • When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

  • Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

  • Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands……yeh rite – Whatever.

  • Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

  • When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

  • When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. So true.

  • You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

  • Guys hate gays!

  • Guys love their moms.

  • A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

  • A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

  • You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

  • If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

  • Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

  • Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

  • Guys are very open about themselves.

  • It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

  • No guy is bad when he is courting

  • Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

  • Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

  • Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

  • If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.

  • A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

  • A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

  • Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ……..sumtimes.

  • Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

  • Guys virtually brag about anything.

  • Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

  • Guys think too much.

  • Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

  • Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.

  • Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

  • When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

  • It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

  • You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

  • A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

  • When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

  • Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

  • Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends…..sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.

  • When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

  • When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

  • When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”……sumtimes.

  • Guys don’t really have final decisions.

  • When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

  • If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.

  • If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

  • Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

  • Guys like femininity not feebleness.

  • Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

  • A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

  • A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

  • Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.

  • Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.

  • A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

  • A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

  • Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

  • Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

  • Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

  • Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

  • Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

  • Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

  • When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

  • Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

  • Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

  • Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

  • Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

  • Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

  • When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

  • When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

  • When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.

  • When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

  • If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

  • If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

  • Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

  • You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

  • If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

  • When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

  • You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

  • Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

  • Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

  • If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

  • Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes.

  • Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationship.





  • Friday, March 4

    Falling for another guy.

    I know I've been falling for a lot of guys because of their swag. So, its not really a shocker if I fall for another guy for the same reason. I've found another guy who can make my day. He may look normal, physically, but his voice and style when he's on stage, singing, made me smile like a drug addict on cocaine. His smile steals my heart and I just have to smile back at him every single time. Plus, his teeth are white and straight. How can you not smile back?


    Paul Mcdonald. 
    One of the American Idol contestants.

    I'm not gonna lie, I fall for Korean guys too. But, too many of them that I can't even remember their name except for Nickhun, Rain and Minho. Moreover, their names are complicated. I don't think I care enough to know their name now. Hahaha. 

    Alright, there's a new couple in town! Its Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez!




    I'm a little bit outdated in a lot of things. I just figured that Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens broke up last year. The reason is that they have grown out of love. It was mutual. They have been together for so long. It just ran its course. They are still talking and still friends. There’s no drama. No one cheated. They just grew up,”said a source. Aw, this is sad~


    Yes, I know talking about them is so lame and lame, but maybe this is what singles do. Hahaha maybe just me! Its so good to see people in a relationship. Me? No. I need the right guy cause I'm so weird and odd that its almost impossible for human being to figure me out. Maybe I should marry Ben 10 or Ultraman Kosmos. Or both! You tell me.


    Thursday, March 3

    I'm a Q-dees kid!

    "Since the 'weather' up there is really damped, I'll talk about this new job I got. I'm not sure yet whether it'll be my part-time job, but at the moment the owner request me to keep coming. Its a nursery and a kindergarten at the same time, so you know there are a lot of kids, annoying and adorable ones. When you look at them at first sight, you'll fall in love, but once you're in the same room with them for 4 hours, we'll be able to see their true colours. Clearly.  Hahaha. Now I know where the serial killers first start their mission. You cannot believe what the kids did. Amirnudin (bukan nama sebenar) have this interest of hitting, pulling hairs and pushing other kids. He's a monster. No, I'm not kidding. He's not afraid of anyone (maybe just me) except for this one fierce with high voice teacher. I don't know what might happen tomorrow, but if he's a real serial killer, he managed to kill a few, several times. Its just cruel in there. You don't wanna be in there. I'm fortunate I have anger management class in my own room. Hahaha. So, I was pretty calm. I managed to 'cure' all the victims. Hahaha and I too saw one potential murderer in there. Oh my! Hahaha. Its kinda funny and scary at the same time."

    Remember this story I told you last night? Hahaha. No one's even reading. I don't know why I ask the question. Hahaha alright, that's not the point. My point here is that I got to meet the kids again today. I understand I haven't mention the whereabout, don't you worry, I'm telling you right about now :D It's at Tadika Bintang Ria Q-dees Miri. Years ago, I looked at the building through the windows of the car and just wondered what it looked like in the inside because the house is enormous and fine from the outside. Now I got to get in and be in there for hours. I'ts very spacious inside. It's the kind of house that the Malay dramas always rent to shoot their scene. So, yeah. I am still not sure whether I'm working part-time or just volunteering cause the principle looked unsure too. Hahaha. My aunt keep insisting me to ask about the pay and stuff, but I still don't have the guts to ask. I'll try again tomorrow. Again, that's not the point! Hahaha. The point is today was not any better than yesterday, but good enough. Yalah, what do expect when you're working with 3 year old kids-kan?  Nathan (<---- This time, his real name) hit one victim today. I'm not sure about Vivian, but I know she did. Anyway, there's two toddlers in the class too. Oh my sister! Its like we've been taking care of those two alone. I mean, both of them are so dramatic. Hahaha. Jason cried for hours and wanted to be carried. Noel wanted the toys for himself, crying for toys, wanting his mommy and be carried. So, the class is never quiet. Never I tell you, never. When Justine and Nathan get together, the class is a wrecked. Oh, if I'm allowed to hit, I sure will. Hahaha. The least the teacher could do is just screamed her lungs out. If she can stand no more, call Teacher Laila and the class will hear no sound at all except for Jason's crying. Ugh, talking about them doesn't give me any good. Hahaha.

    But, you know when you're working with kids, you'll get the best and worst of them. The best was when Andre liked playing Ben 10 with me. Hahaha. And Ultraman Tiga too. He's the coolest in the class. He comes to class with spiky hair, wears sweater and has fake tattoo on his left arm. He likes to smile and show off his dimples :) You'll melt to the core when he sing along and do the actions. We sang the I Love You song and he did the cutest thing a kid can do. No, not exaggerating. Hahaha. Ashman, has a very adorable feature. His hair is like the Koreans, he has cute dimples and his smile is a charm. He can get really closed to you as in he wants to be with you all the time. But he's not the a-lot-of-work type. He can follow you everywhere, but not trouble you. Yes, he is cute. His sister in another class is awesome-r. Hana, she's a very sister type, you know. Hahaha. When she sees some kids crying, she would try to console them and she talk with a very soft voice. Both of them are so sweet! No doubt. Amber is really cute too. She knows how to read already :D And, Zaquan from other class is a heart stealer. Hahaha that sounds to much. I feel like talking to him the first time I saw him. I did today and he's like what I've thought. Cute and adorable. I swear. I haven't start talking, he suddenly said, 'Mummy g office.' Maybe its out of habit cause people like to ask about their parents whereabout-kan. Anyway, he's really cute and chubby! :D

    Now, that's enough. You don't wanna read any detail. Hahaha.

    Monday, February 28

    Lets make it short cause my life is short.

    Hahaha. I can't really figure out what to say, but I got a feeling that I need to say something. Which is very confusing and frustrating at the same time. Really, I'm not even exaggerating. Sometimes, pictures can tell a lot of stories. Stories that we find hard to understand and explained. That's why they have Tumblr, is it? Hahaha I don't know. Just saying. 


    Yeah, I used to do this when I was little. Who doesn't-kan? I still do if the book is about history or anything monotonous. Pictures are good liars, but sometimes they reveal the truth. They either make you or break you. And I either talk crap or sing crap right now. Hahaha.

    For the whole friggin' years of my life, I must say I've been trying to be the person I am not. And now, this is what I have become. I will change some more in a lot of phase in life, but lets face it, its either liking me or hating me. I'm okay with both. I still talk to those people. I still do good cause I know I'll only answer to two people, God and myself.

    Yes, we are. How does holding back feels? It feels ugly, right? If it shows on your face, you better blurt it out. Hahaha. I don't know what to say to this. Its true, though. It really is true.

    I don't believe hurting people back really works. I just don't. What do you get when you hurt people back? Jackpot? Or just the awesome feeling? If anyone of you feels great after hurting people, I say you go see a psychiatrist, okay?

    Most of the time, its just 'FUCK', 'SHIT', 'BULLSHIT', 'BITCH', 'ASSHOLE', 'BASTARD', 'MOTHERFUCKER', 'DAMN' and etc. Some of the times, its 'I LOVE YOU'. It depends, you know.

    I know, I know. But, it's difficult. Believe it or not, I quit my job after two days of working just because we have some communication problems. You know, the language. I kinda like the job, but I don't want to torture myself. I can definitely feel the bad aura coming from all direction and it all went up to me. So, why suffer when you can run away from it? Besides, the pay was just RM250. Who would want to suffer just to get that amount of money at the end of the month? Well, not me.

    This is usually said during the school times, but to be honest, I don't hate Mondays during school times. I really don't. Seriously, I'm not playing. Hahaha. You know, the feeling of starting a new week. Very refreshing, indeed! Lately, I feel like I'll be hating Mondays cause there's no enjoyable TV shows or movies on Astro. That's the only reason, so far :3

    O MY GOODNESS ME! I HAVE THIS ONE ALREADY! THANKS TO MY MUM FOR ALLOWING ME TO BUY THIS AND MY DAD'S CARD FOR PAYING :D

    Friday, February 18

    Pardon the cliche, but money can't buy happiness.

    Now now, please don't jump into conclusions. I'm not agreeing or disagreeing on that statement. I just feel like talking about it cause if you ask me, I swear to God, I need money. HAHAHA. You know, girls. We want stuffs for ourselves. And if you ask me again, I'm not really happy right now cause I've been fantasizing about the stuff I wanted all this while. I kinda disagree on the statement, but agreeing all at the same time. I mean, without money can we really live happily? Nope, I don't think so. 


    And I have a confession to make. 
    I AM HAVING A HARD TIME TRYING TO EXPLAIN THINGS. SO, PLEASE UNDERSTAND IF WHATEVER I WRITE HERE APPEARED TO BE SHIT-LIKE. 
    THIS ALSO MEANS THAT YOU'LL BE SEEING MORE IMAGES RATHER THAN PIECES OF MY MIND.
    THANK YOU :3









    SO, MORAL OF THE STORY IS EVERYTHING IN LIFE HAS ITS PROS AND CONS. I CAN'T AGREE IF PEOPLE SAID MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS, BUT I ALSO HAVE TO AGREE WITH IT AS SOME ASPECT IN LIFE DOESN'T REALLY NEED MONEY TO ACHIEVE HAPPINESS. 

    WITH THAT, PLEASE JUDGE THIS BY YOURSELF. CAUSE THAT IS BASICALLY WHAT YOU DO-KAN? JUDGING EVERY SINGLE THING IN LIFE.

    Okay, this is for me. HAHAHA.