Eh?

I just realized that I had created a tradition for myself. It started a few years back (I don't bother to count). I'd make sure I have my resolutions every year. Well, ever since I own a blog lah. I'm shocked to see that I still own this blog. Aaah! As usual, looking back at my old post on new year's eve, I smiled to myself, often asking myself questions like, "How can I be so awesome?", "Why am I not that girl now?". I guess, I have the answers to the questions already. ..or not. Some people might think that it is unnecessary to have resolutions because every day is a fresh start yada yada yada... Yes! I second that, why wouldn't I? It's just that, at the end of the year, you'll be surprised at what you said you'll achieve earlier that year. And I can proudly say that I've achieved mine, unexpectedly. I totally forgotten about my resolutions and this is where you question the actual need of my resolutions. Anyways, this year, I will probably not follow my tradition. For what reason? I haven't found any yet, but still, I just don't see the need for me to have resolutions this year. Period.

The clock is ticking, ending 2011. I must say that I had a lot of extraordinary moments in 2011. No kidding. I've grown with time, grown as in, I've learnt to accept what life threw at me, I made new friends, awesome new ones, to be precise and all that, I hope, will be continued in years to come.

...And I would like to apologize to my friends who surprised me on the 21st of November. I knew my reaction was a disappointment to you guys because I did not expect that, really (That's why its called surprise-.-). Plus, it was my first birthday surprise. I was startled, therefore, the reaction. Lol! I really appreciate it and I love you guys from the apex of my heart! I wrote about what happened that day in my little-wisdom-book, but I left it in Mawar. I sincerely apologize to those guy friends who were offended by me or the situation at that time. My bad. I shouldn't messed up with naga's. Lols!

It's been awhile since I wrote here. This feels good :) 

I wanted to apologize to anyone I've offended. Anyone who read this, I apologize, even I've no reason to. I apologize for being born... Lol! K no. 

Thank you for all the lessons learned! Keep marching on! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!

P/S: I love my papa & mama. I love my Adi, Avit & Arig. I love my other family members. I love my friends, old & new, adik beghadik or not. I love whoever loves me. I pray that you guys will lead a blissful life. If not now, God knows when. Be patient.. xx.