Numerology is any study of the purported mystical relationship between a count or measurement and life. It has many systems and traditions and beliefs. (Wiki)
They continued by saying that today's date is a good date to start anew. A new life. They said, if you have problem, they'll find their way out. Your problem, finding their own way out? Seems legit? Lolz I'm sure that's not exactly how they say it. Whatever.
However, I found an article which contradicts to what the radio station had said. It goes like this :
For some, the date has
added significance because it is a palindromic number - it reads the
same both forward and backward - that occurs only once every 100 years.
However, numerologists and astrologers see nothing special in the date.
Consultant numerologist Vivek Chopra told TOI people can marry or
schedule deliveries on 11/11/11 if it makes them happy, but they should
not read too much into the date.
"It's an attractive date, no doubt, but in numerology all digits of the date have to be taken into account; 11/11/11 is actually 11/11/2011. It's a day governed by the planet Venus, but that's about it," said Chopra. Astrologer Kailash Sharma also said, "It's an interesting date and might prove auspicious for many, but there can be no generalization. I have told this to many people who have sought my advice about the day".
"It's an attractive date, no doubt, but in numerology all digits of the date have to be taken into account; 11/11/11 is actually 11/11/2011. It's a day governed by the planet Venus, but that's about it," said Chopra. Astrologer Kailash Sharma also said, "It's an interesting date and might prove auspicious for many, but there can be no generalization. I have told this to many people who have sought my advice about the day".
It's from The Times of India. Hmm..
Anyways, I have no interest at all to know all that, actually. Just for my or your information, I guess. Alright, because of the unusual & attractive date, I decided to do something different today, but very normal to people. As most of us know, or at least, I know, I've been locking myself inside the house for almost a month. I only go out if I really need to. For instance, going out with my parents or grandparents. I thought of going for a jog this evening, but then, it got ruined by me volunteering to send my brother to school for practice. Why did I volunteer? Because I thought of hanging around the school, smiling at all the memories I left there. And yes, I did that. Just that I limit myself, a lot. I don't know why I didn't set myself free there. I need to fix myself, a little bit more. I can do it. Well, I watched my brother doing the Melanau traditional dance for his D & T cultural night soon, and I find myself enjoying the music. I always do. Traditional music have this thing in them. And what frustrates me all the time is that, I can't dance to it. It's so beautiful. I wish one day, I'll be able to go back to that root. Before I die. Pfft. I find myself smiling alone to the fact that I was there again. All the stupid, retarded, heartache, funny and fun memories came flashing by. That, made me smile.
After, somewhat, smiling all alone like a retarded bitch, I decided to go to the beach. Not to mention that I drove like a maniac. Sigh. I really wanna kill myself, don't I? -_- Coming back to the story, as I reached the beach, it was a shocker to see that not even a handful of people were there. If I was given the chance to look at their face for a minute, I can remember them. Sad that I was left alone there with the awkward moment because I was alone and they were all with their companions. My actual thought was, "They must have thought I am one depressed child or I have lost someone or I am broken-hearted." You see, I have this thing in me that speaks to me. Sometimes, I hate it, but sometimes, I find them hilarious. I managed to hang on for a bit and just sit there watching the water hitting the shore. I want and need to watch sunset, but the car have lighting issues so, I have to go move my arse early. Plus, I was scared when a group of boys came with their motorcycles. They don't look stable, if you know what I mean. My nostalgic moment was crushed. Bummer. And my guts wasn't being helpful at all. My mind kept telling me to just go and do what I wanna do, walk barefoot along the beach, but my guts blew it away. I left, broken-hearted, however, with a little ease in me.
After, somewhat, smiling all alone like a retarded bitch, I decided to go to the beach. Not to mention that I drove like a maniac. Sigh. I really wanna kill myself, don't I? -_- Coming back to the story, as I reached the beach, it was a shocker to see that not even a handful of people were there. If I was given the chance to look at their face for a minute, I can remember them. Sad that I was left alone there with the awkward moment because I was alone and they were all with their companions. My actual thought was, "They must have thought I am one depressed child or I have lost someone or I am broken-hearted." You see, I have this thing in me that speaks to me. Sometimes, I hate it, but sometimes, I find them hilarious. I managed to hang on for a bit and just sit there watching the water hitting the shore. I want and need to watch sunset, but the car have lighting issues so, I have to go move my arse early. Plus, I was scared when a group of boys came with their motorcycles. They don't look stable, if you know what I mean. My nostalgic moment was crushed. Bummer. And my guts wasn't being helpful at all. My mind kept telling me to just go and do what I wanna do, walk barefoot along the beach, but my guts blew it away. I left, broken-hearted, however, with a little ease in me.
Well, at least I think I did something, no?
If anyone noticed, I tweeted about starting on my 'Before I Die' list on 11/11/11. I did. And the idea of not being here anymore, made me shed tears. Who wouldn't, anyways? It's been awhile since I shed tears. Good thing, no?
Life goes on and I'm going to head back to Shah Alam soon. Bury myself in knowledge. I always wanted to blog about my actual frustration about my result, but never mind, I guess.
P/S:
If anyone noticed, I tweeted about starting on my 'Before I Die' list on 11/11/11. I did. And the idea of not being here anymore, made me shed tears. Who wouldn't, anyways? It's been awhile since I shed tears. Good thing, no?
Life goes on and I'm going to head back to Shah Alam soon. Bury myself in knowledge. I always wanted to blog about my actual frustration about my result, but never mind, I guess.
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