Straight to the point, I have no idea at all this morning because I was so not in the mood. Maybe I'm a psychic cause as soon as I was seated, I knew disaster would hit me right in my face. Its like the paper knew we're coming and it purposely make the teacher give us the Chemistry paper. It wasn't really the papers fault actually. You know who. Everyday is unfair to me. I mean, I wanted to revise on other subjects too but, no chance was given so, what more can I say then? By the way, I can't really study in the roll-call or assembly atmosphere. So, if I really want to study other subject at that time, it ain't gonna work too.
Despite all the silent I became this morning, I begun to think of some thoughts that I've been keeping all the time. I haven't got the guts to spill the beans. Maybe I have a bunch of it right now so, I'm gonna start with the word 'friend'. Has anyone ever wonder what a friend really means? Cause I'm quite lost at that. I have a lot of friends, well, that's what I think but, doesn't a friend suppose to be our mirror. I'm not saying that in every aspect. Mirror here means more or less our reflection. They know everything about us, our favorites, hates, sorrows, crushes or in short, EVERYTHING. Usually, these occurs between super best-friend forever. I haven't seen that through my whole life. Nowadays, everyone wants to have privacy which is so wrong to me. I'd like to have super best-friend forever but, too bad, I'll never find one cause I scare people away with story of my life. Thank God I'm able to survive in this world full of attackers.
I wonder why I write such title when what I really wants to post is just this crappy? I leave that for you to think.
Anyway, there's this weird looking creature loitering in the school compound today. It was tanned but I think it was more like dark brown. A very dark brown. As usual, it was with its wife. LOL. I'm not gonna say more or else I'll end up in a fight.
And oh, I must not forget to mention this, I really don't enjoy some people who thinks they can come and go just like a tornado when it comes to friends. Please respect your friends. I am pathetic cause I have no guts to tell the truth. I bet your friends are the ones who care & comfort you when you're crying over some moron losers. So, think twice before you do something you'll regret later.
I never believe that anyone are willing to care or even listen to my words. I am sorry if ever I annoy anyone of you with my words. Like I said, "I can't go further than lame. That's my limit." If ever I happen to cross over the line, don't hesitate to say it right to my face but, I prefer it privately though.
The conclusion is :
Not really full of anger, no? LOL. Blame the title!
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