She ain't a diva.

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Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia
I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne

Monday, June 27

First impression.

I just deleted two paragraphs of craps as I was to paranoid. I don't enjoy people hating me. But if you still do, that is none of my business. I need to learn to accept the fact that not everyone will like me.

Moving on..

Everything written up there was supposed to be last week or another week post. I was 'busy', I guess. I should be busy right now, doing assignments and homeworks, but hell-to-the-no, I can't do anything at all. I am, I don't know.. Stressful? Depress? Tension? I can't think. I can't focus. I am depressed by that, but nope, no one seem to understand. All with their own problems. Me with mine, of course. I've been trying to ask for help, pfft.. Who would want to help? You? Oh my gosh! I've emailed the counselor about me having this problems of not being able to concentrate, but she or they haven't replied. I need help, immediately. To be honest, my surroundings aren't helpful at all. I hate my life. Well, for now :D This is where we all said, 'I wish to die'. Yes, this a mini problem, we all have it, but too bad I'm not good at this. Please kill me now

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