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I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne

Thursday, July 21

Jealousy is the ugliest trait.

Ah! I am not gonna talk about relationships jealousy and shit like that. I am just jealous of those who manage to update their blog like constantly. How do you guys do that?! Okay, maybe not constantly, but still.. All I ever did to my blog after my last post was change my picture above and that's quite it. Sad, isn't it? I don't know what the hell am I talking about here cos' girl, you've had this blog since 2009 and you're saying you can't find time to update your blog? Meep. Okay, yes, I am lazy and I can't think of anything to post because its either gonna be annoying or just plain boring.

Another jealousy go towards the same circle of people :) How do you guys make your blog look so awesome?! Look at mine. O my gosh.. Even an old lady with 37 cats wouldn't wanna read it. I am a noob. I'll go into your blog and be like, 'I'm in Narnia' *.*. But, I'm fine with what I have now, I guess. LOL! Plus, who goes into my blog and read all the shit I wrote? Uh, no one and I don't trust my followers either LOL! No offense, followers. Thumbs up to those with great posts. Me gusta. If I'm following your blog, you know you're that awesome :)

My title says, 'Jealousy is the ugliest trait', right? Look who has the trait now. And I ain't even mad :)

I've not been in my hometown for about two months now. Homesick? Yes. Homesick here only involves my families, my room and stuff I've left there. Friends? Uh. How do I answer to that? I rather not. I am blessed to be here and by here I mean, my campus because I've met a lot of beautiful people and by beautiful, I mean, inside out. I swear I'm tired of drama and I guess I'm out of it already ever since I came here. I am a free lady with a smile on her face :) The urge to be back home comes once in a blue moon and that is when I'll feel so down but then, I realize how strong I've grown after all the drama I was in. I've changed. I can tell you that. To the better not worse. I'm glad I am here and not there. If I were still there, I would be the same person who wants to kill herself every single day.

I am glad.

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