Jealousy is the ugliest trait.

Ah! I am not gonna talk about relationships jealousy and shit like that. I am just jealous of those who manage to update their blog like constantly. How do you guys do that?! Okay, maybe not constantly, but still.. All I ever did to my blog after my last post was change my picture above and that's quite it. Sad, isn't it? I don't know what the hell am I talking about here cos' girl, you've had this blog since 2009 and you're saying you can't find time to update your blog? Meep. Okay, yes, I am lazy and I can't think of anything to post because its either gonna be annoying or just plain boring.

Another jealousy go towards the same circle of people :) How do you guys make your blog look so awesome?! Look at mine. O my gosh.. Even an old lady with 37 cats wouldn't wanna read it. I am a noob. I'll go into your blog and be like, 'I'm in Narnia' *.*. But, I'm fine with what I have now, I guess. LOL! Plus, who goes into my blog and read all the shit I wrote? Uh, no one and I don't trust my followers either LOL! No offense, followers. Thumbs up to those with great posts. Me gusta. If I'm following your blog, you know you're that awesome :)

My title says, 'Jealousy is the ugliest trait', right? Look who has the trait now. And I ain't even mad :)

I've not been in my hometown for about two months now. Homesick? Yes. Homesick here only involves my families, my room and stuff I've left there. Friends? Uh. How do I answer to that? I rather not. I am blessed to be here and by here I mean, my campus because I've met a lot of beautiful people and by beautiful, I mean, inside out. I swear I'm tired of drama and I guess I'm out of it already ever since I came here. I am a free lady with a smile on her face :) The urge to be back home comes once in a blue moon and that is when I'll feel so down but then, I realize how strong I've grown after all the drama I was in. I've changed. I can tell you that. To the better not worse. I'm glad I am here and not there. If I were still there, I would be the same person who wants to kill herself every single day.

I am glad.

P/S:

The myth is finally, busted!

CLICK RIGHT HERE, HUMAN! I'm just gonna make you read that one more time. You know why? Cause I've said something stupid that actually reflect how unstable I am in making decisions. Or in other word, I'm just screwed. Well, if you're a lazy ass like me, you don't have to cause I'm going to put the sentences back to live in this entry, anyway. You with me? Everything in bold. Get it?

1."Yes, I am going to further study soon. In KML, Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. They gave me, M001-Sains."

2. "I'm hoping for hayat, fingers cross. I didn't even cross my fingers. LOLZ that's just for showing how bad I want it."

3. "I heard a lot of critics and bad talks about going to matriculation, but I'm following my heart."

4."And after a short thought, I make myself believe I'm not gonna do well in Law."

5. "I have no idea where that came from, but I've already made my decision. Nothing is going to change that. Not even death."

You must be wondering why I said all that was stupid. Easy. Because I've decided to go for Law. Ya ya, bash me with your words all you want. I'm still going *troll face*. I'm gonna do Foundation of Law in UiTM, Shah Alam. Boo ya!

'When you're offered to Matriculation, you're not going to get any offer from UPU.' Ever heard of this myth? Well, its busted! I get both.