delay.

ohh.

Everything is just beyond me.

Getting worse as time goes by.

I am sorry for myself if im the one who cause this all but yeah can’t deny it, i hate my life ;)


Basically, this is all about my life in school as that’s the only thing i have right now. I have no other things to do than to go to school & problems basically comes from, of course, SCHOOL.


Nehhhhhhhhhh, not really ;) im the one who ask for it *not literally.


Firstly, i am not always clear conscience. I say bad things and words about other people and then felt bad about it. I find that some people are just 'evil'. They simply say or do bad things to people without even thinking of his/her feelings. Ugh, hello, i hate that kind of people ;) you’re not alone in this world. Learn to be polite, fucktard. I have been so passion with this kind of people. I don’t know why i just kept my mouth shut when they say things they’re not supposed to say. Perhaps i don’t want to make a fool out of myself arguing with ‘retarded minds’. Seriously, GROW kids. Im not saying im an angel or whatsoever here but at least be good to others ;) Im gonna be good to you if you’re good to me. No reason to hate if we’re good to each other. Anyway, jokes had their limits too. You joke too hard, people get hard on you. Just be nice. As easy as that ;) no matter how much you hate me, if you’re nice to me, you’ll get the better side of me. If you find yourself so hard to live with me or see my face, go off. Don’t ‘torture’ yourself with your fake smile.

Secondly, why are the discipline teachers so mean? Can’t they be more, you know, not that monstrous kind. We’re not supposed to be scared of the teacher but to respect them. Well, im scared of my discipline teacher. She’s just full of ‘red’ energy. Every time i see her; I’ll be like, ‘OH MY GOD. NOT HER *find something to do**fast*’. Yeah, that’s how i usually act when i see her. I experience something i consider ‘nightmare’ when i was in Form Two, i guess. I wore short pant but not the hot pant kind. It’s knee length short. Yeah, she saw them and guess what, ‘Kenapa awak pakai seluar pendek macam ni? Sudah diberitahu jangan pakai seluar pendek. Sudah la anak Penolong Kanan Satu’. OMIGOSH. Can you believe that? I still remember the words she said. I know her dialogue doesn’t sound so mean but if you’re standing in front of her with her very evil kind of tone and her red eyes, you would go home and cry. Excuse me; my short pant had nothing to do with my father’s job. That was so many years back and im not over it because every time she sees me, i feel like she’s finding something to be mad at. Whatever it is, i have a few months left in school so, i’ll be ok. HAHA. Anyway, i write about this because she took my friend’s mobile phone. We were supposed to do our kerja amal but we’re done with that so we snap photos just for fun. And that was when she came and took the mobile phone with her. We were like, ‘untuk kerja amal’ and she was like, ‘beri saya.esok explain dengan saya’. She walks away and we laughed hard. AHAHA. It was so funny cos Ida tried to act normal, like there’s no mobile phone in her hand but it didn’t quite work. Maybe we’ll see her tomorrow.


Thirdly, why the hell do the girls write in the toilet? First person writes then the second person replies. WEIRDDDDDD. It doesn’t look good, girls. I, which is very the busy body kind have to stay in the toilet just to read what you guys wrote. HAHA. No, the main point is, why toilet? So weird, so childish, so not flattering. We have to look at all the words and do our ‘business’. Well, at least we have something to look at. HAHA. No, stop that, girls. It’s becoming serious and im becoming confused looking at all the words or should i say sentence ;) they were like texting, you know. Haiyoyo. I should try them sometime. It’s a way to express our hatred towards someone, right? HAHA. But, nehhhhh, i won’t do that. I have blog to do so ;) but, i don’t think i’ll write names because it’ll be like, another version of World War 2. So, might as well i don’t write names as maybe i still respect that somebody as a person.


*Now, this post is supposed to be post on Monday but my mum forgot the broadband and left it at school. So, i wrote this using Microsoft Word as i really want to blog. And now i feel a little bit okay :) so,

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