Here I am once again.

I'm falling into pieces.

No-lah. That was just for a dramatic start. So, today my school had this Ramah Tamah Aidilfitri going on but, I never expected that it'll end as fast as lightning. It was just the takbir & one song sang by trios. We were all like, "What the hell? That's it?". Luckily, there were food everywhere. We sprung to the table where all the food was and dig in. I didn't really enjoy the munching part. All I wanna do was to take some pictures because this is the last Ramah Tamah before I wave goodbye to the school. Speaking of leaving the school, I'm missing the school already. The school, not the people in it. This few days, I've been spending time thinking about the school instead of the national exam. It's now that I realize I've spend so much time in school. Since I was in Form 1, going back at 1.20 is rare. Due to that, I got involved in so many things. I thought I would turn into a boy when I joined the MSSM, handball team and even the netball. Seriously, I really have that thought in my head. I'm so weird, I know. LOL. Maybe because I run too much, play too hard and lifted weight. I still can see my manly muscle today, you see. I am thankful that I got myself into dancing. By then, I felt like I was a girl again. I always have problem in trying to be in two places at a time. Practices clash but I still managed to be in all of the teams. Awesome. You would see me in school every single day doing something or sometimes nothing at all. I grew in the school. From a naive and ugly child to a still naive and ugly child but with a sprinkle of rationality, matureness and some kind of sense of humor. And oh, I've learn to speak Sarawak too. I am very fluent now. Very very very. That's why I will miss the school so much. Half of my life or five years to be precise, were dedicated to the school. I think it wasn't really the school  that I'll miss actually. Could you imagine school without humans in it? I'll surely miss the laughters of friends, gossips here and there, dramas non-stop, fighting over stupid things and so forth. I don't know. I always get confuse with what I say. What did I just say again?

Oh, I write crap. I always do. When are you going to realize that? LOL. Okay, I just wanted to apologize to whom I had offense. I am always excited when it comes to some kind of preparation for celebrations in school. So, when I saw the opportunity to help the teacher, I grabbed it. But then I realize I was like taking over the prefects' job. I was so scared, I started to imagine things and stuffs they would say behind my back. I was just trying to help the teacher. Nothing more, nothing less. I am not trying to steal anyone's spotlight. Do not worry and I am sorry. 

LOL

I can be so lame at times. 

Eew