Pantophobia.: Tears.

Ah, the tittle means nothing but tears. I didn't know that keeping tears from rolling down our cheek would be a pain in the ass. Oh, now I know. After all this years, after all the pain, after all the happiness, after all the joy & after all the sorrow I've experienced, now I know.

It has been awhile since I last blog. Probably because I was struggling to study. I have this problem of not studying at all. I am worried but look at me. Innocently typing words out of my thoughts. This is so wrong. But, I just have to blog. I've been keeping things inside and I found myself breaking down easily each time I felt lonely. That is bad. I'm afraid that I can't focus in my study. I repeat, I can't focus in my study. I am serious. I know I need help but I haven't text my angel. LOL. O Lord, please help me go through all this. I am screwed. I know I am.

All of the above has got nothing to do with boys. I got loads of problem not love relating. Even if I do have, I'm not gonna admit that. I'm ego. I have a huge ego that you never knew about. I have tons of secret at the back of my head. I have so many thoughts at the back of my head. It's my fault not sharing it to anyone because I know no one cares. They have their own life, I have mine. So, no further explanation to that. LOL. My fault, period.

Theres no point to talked about those stuff, anyways. Lets go on with other story, shall we? Actually, I have none. LOL. I just felt like blogging so I did. Now, I'm happy. The only thing that calm me is this blog. I love you, Bloggy ;)