Oh yea! SPM is over. No more complaining about not studying at all. LOL. Seriously, I never managed to study properly for SPM. I really sucked in SPM. I think my trials were much better. Anyway, today's paper was English for Science and Technology. I was hoping I could get at least an A-, but na-ah I don't think so. I don't understand why I was so anxious and nervous. I screw my one and only chance to prove what I have learnt all this while. Surprisingly, I did that to all my papers. I know I'm not gonna be happy with what I'll see next year on my slip and I know I'm gonna disappoint many people. Waiting to see what the results gonna be is no longer fun as I totally know what I might get. I really am sorry to the teachers who expect more from me, but it's to late now. If I was given the chance; I would not repeat or resit or whatever they called it. It was a pain in the ass, sitting on the chair, trying to find answers in my head. It was unfair having to answer questions I never liked to answer. Wow, that sounds like an excuse for why I hadn't do well in my exam. Whatever it is, there's no use for me to talk about this over and over again cause I know my friends had heard enough. What I did is what I earned later on.
And oh, I'll be missing the invigilators. They had done a great job in making me nervous by saying, 'Masa menjawab tinggal lima minit. Anda tidak dibenarkan keluar lagi." When they said that, I always have a whole lot of questions left to answer. I really am having problem with time. I think we need to talk. Well, after I rest for several months. Yeehaw!
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