New Year's Eve!

O my gosh! I read all my posts last year and I can't believe I was once a very cheery person. I was being funny all the time, changing the color of the font, changing the size of the font, emoticons everywhere and you know how its like when somebody is happy, right? I didn't know I was that happy. LOL. I was freaking awesome. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I also didn't know I like to say shit. I said that in most of my posts. Can I be that girl again? I can't stop smiling when I read my older posts. Oh, I miss the old me. I'm gonna be as crazy as I used to be. I swear. No more LOL. I hate LOL. It doesn't sound right. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA sounds much better :)

So, initially, I was here to talk about the coming new year, but I got distracted by my older posts. However, I will still post on the new year's thing-y cause I know I will never do that tomorrow. I'm gonna talk about resolutions. You know why. I read on my resolutions for 2010 and I'm so glad I managed to accomplish some of them. 

Resolutions for year 2010!

physically

1. must keep my hair long

2. try not to get darker skin *which is so hard to do :D

3. lessen the usage of my annoying glasses :) 

4. drink a lot of water. *thats the only way to get nicer skin. HAHA.thats what people say.

5. get fatter :) im so skeleton!

emotionally

1. be so much better than i use to be :)

physically 

1. Resolution number 1 is a success. I even curled my hair already. 

2. Not so cause I think I'm born to be tanned. Hahahaha. This will not be my resolution forever, I must say ;D

3. Ahhh, resolution number 3 was also a success, but I changed my mind when a friend told me about her friend who was using contact lens and have to operate her eyes because of something going on in her eyes. I used or wore contact lenses from April to November if I'm not mistaken.

4. A failure. I have scaly skin :) I'll scare you off with my skin.

5. I'm still skeleton. Resolution number 5 will be continued in 2011.

emotionally

1. total failure.

Okay, I am glad I accomplished some of my resolutions for year 2010. So, now I'll sort out my resolutions for year 2011.

Resolutions for year 2011!

physically

1. I really need to drink more water. Sometimes, I don't even drink plain water in a day. You'll die if you see my scaly legs. I'm lucky I have lotion with me or else I'll look like an abnormal mermaid.

2. Oh, gaining weight is so hard! I don't want to gain weight actually, just more meat, you know. People always describe me as papan, lidi and that sort of sad things. I'm tired of that and I think I am used to that already, but I'll give it a try again this year. More meat under my skin, please. Hahaha.

3. I wanna get fit. I've been thinking about jogging and that kind of stuff. I have to wait for my driving license to do so cause I'm so not gonna jog here in my neighborhood =.= I have a tread mill at home, but ...... It's a difficult situation. Hahaha. 

4. Maybe improving the whole look. Maybe botox or susuk. HAHAHAHAHA. Omg, I'm just kidding about the botox and susuk thing-y.

emotionally

1. I must and need to be stronger. I hope to continue my study after getting my SPM result and I certainly know that I'll be away from home if I managed to further my study. Being tough and strong is a must. Not like the wrestlers tough and strong. Hey, you know what I mean.

2. Just to be better than what I used to be. You know, all the good things.

I guess that's just it. Anything else will fall to its place if I accomplish my emotionally resolutions. My physical resolutions is just a bonus for me if I manage to accomplish it. I don't know if I should be excited or calm or just lay flat for year 2011. We'll just see. 

Happy New Year, fellas!

Have fun in leaving footprints everywhere in year 2011.

Make sure every single day is a memorable one.