I guess I just lost it.

I guess I just lost what I used to have before. People used to love what I write and now I just don't have that anymore. I don't really care, but it's kinda sad though. Those days, I don't really believe them, the ones complimenting, and now when I start to believe them, I lost it. LOL. It's okay. It thought me not to become big-headed bitch. And all I gotta do now is to make myself happy, not everybody else, K? Anyways, I don't even understand why they like what I post, to be honest. Maybe because they were in the same school as mine. They know what I'm talking about. Now that I have no life, no one gets it. LOL. Talking about having no life, I think I found duos who have the same issues. I was walking back to my car after strolling in the mall and I saw this duos from afar after getting into the car. I was about to close the door or did I close the door already? The duos were mouthing something. So, I thought I knew them. I opened the door and guess what? They were selling some kind of books or something. The first question was, 'Muslim-kah?' Well, I don't blame them for the question. All my life I've been mistaken for a Muslim. People's first impression of me is always gonna be a Muslim. Always. So, moving on. After knowing I was not a Muslim, he decided to sell me a kids book. More like dictionary, but for kids. And it was thin. A thin dictionary. He showed me the book and talked some crap. I was like, '*Fake laugh* Takda adik kecik.' And the guy was like, 'Sik apa, sik apa. Ktk pun boleh pake bah.' He started to ask me stupid questions. Like, what's tembikai, askar and etc in English. Hell ya, I got it all right! You ain't fooling me, dumb ass. Plus, it was easy questions. He was so shocked I got all the questions right and said, 'Tipulah. Main teka jak ya.' OMYGAWD. It was easy, idiot! What's tembikai in English? You expect me not to know that? Geez. So, after knowing that he can't fool me, he started to ask personal questions. Like, what's my name. I won't answer that for you, thank you. That very moment, I wanted to close the car door, but he won't let me. Shit on you, man! LOL I was scared for goodness sake. He asked me whether I can send them both to Boulevard. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Sheshhhhhh~ I will never ever do that in future. It was to risky. I could've been kidnapped or anything tragic. Phew! I gotta stop all this writing cause my dad said I'm addicted to the Internet =__________= Just great.