What do you expect?

I've been out of school for about 5 months now. I must say that my life is turning upside down. I've not been able to sleep before 1130 PM for pretty much 5 months. I almost created my TV shows schedule, but decided to work on March and got frustrated cause I missed all the shows. Now that I stop working, I miss the children. Like, all the time. I always have their images in my head that popped out of the blue especially when I see other kids. I've been with them for a month and mind you, I even wash their poop. How can you not miss them when you're that close? It's sad that I have to stop working when they just started to listen and drawn to me. Did I tell you I worked in a kindergarten? Oh well, I guess I'm too 'young' to work there. That was what the boss said. I look young. Too young. What would the parents say? They'll be like, 'How can you let a kid take care of the kids? You mad?' I'm not gonna lie to you, I was dispirited. Like, duh. I was there looking like, well, a kid, in front of those adult teachers. They understood cause if it wasn't because of the principal, I wouldn't be working there. So, who's there to be blame? Me? Think again, buddy. Anyways, let bygones be bygones. I stop working on the 31st of March or was it 30th? The last day of March to be exact. Duh, 31st of March. Not that I'm blaming the situation of not going to school for about 5 months, its just that I've becoming much slower. I mean, the way my brain works particularly when it comes to maths. Disaster, I tell you. Even the simplest calculation can go wrong with my brain. I'm just not meant for maths. Not even in a million years. Me, taking Foundation of Law as the first choice was really random at first. It was like, 'Should I or should I not?' But, then I realized it was much better than going for all the sciences & maths stuff. Plus, I've been encourage to do law. If not encourage, I wanted to learn. What if I don't get to do law and got offer to go to Matriks or do the second or fifth or seventh or eighth choice? Oh well, I'll just go. I'm okay with all. Study is all I need to do. I'm not sure of going far from home. Life out there is hectic and cruel. And I'm just the opposite. LOL who am I kidding? Let's just see how things go for me. 

Be it good or bad.