LOL WHAT THE HELL :D
She ain't a diva.
- Adeline Marcia
- Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia
- I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne
Saturday, April 16
Till death do us apart.
Death. I've been thinking about death a few days back. It was before I go to sleep. Well, I can't sleep because of that. I was just wondering how would an accident victim looked like in their coffin. Why an accident victim? Because that night someone told me about the accident near by. I wondered how they looked like. They won't look the same if they smashed their face on the dashboard or thrown out from the car. It really made me wonder, you know. I've never been to a funeral where they died such way. I have always imagine a dead body in a coffin to be beautiful, clean, saintlike and calm. Thats what I've seen, so far. I used to wish to die. I was a few days ago or was it today or yesterday? LOL. I don't know, maybe I was mad at something. Perhaps I felt like nothing. I guess it's normal to wish to die. We all have problems. Sometimes, we just can't find the strength we used to have. Our problems just reached to the limit and we all thought of dying. Nowadays, we've heard so many news about death. Being killed, killing themselves, accidents, raped, robbed and etc (End of Thinking Capacity. LOL) To be true, I'm terrified. I can be dead in a second. My thoughts scare me. All the time. What if I died? I guess, no one cares. LOL. When you're alive and no one cares, it'll be the same when you're dead. My brothers will have no annoying sister anymore. My parents will have nothing to nag about anymore. Especially about me being lazy. My grandparents got nothing to lose. Just the grandchildren quotas. Don't mention about my aunts and uncles. I don't think they know I even exist. LOL. Cousins will live the same. Friends? I HAVE FRIENDS? OMYGAWD. That'll be sizzling news. Geez. They all live happily ever after.. Why live when you can die? TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL That is one stupid statement. If I die, no matter how tragic it'll be, like you can't even recognize me, please don't act like you care. I don't know when exactly I'll be dead, but I will soon. And I can say it's not by me, K?
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