My head spinned.

Not literally, but felt like it. I am talking about the head spinning, guys. I slept quite early than I usually do cause I didn't get enough sleep the day before. I had a nice sleep until I moved my head and body to the right. It felt wrong. Wrong, I tell you. I opened my heavy eye lids and the ceiling swayed left to right with high speed. I closed them back hoping it'll stop, but no, it got worst. So, I went back to my last position of sleeping. It stopped! I didn't let the feeling of throwing up get to me. I continued sleeping. And that process keep repeating until I thought I have enough sleep :) That's how a boss sleeps.

I am having anxiety.

Anxiety is a feeling of nervousness, apprehension, fear, or worry. Some fears and worries are justified, such as worry about a loved one or in anticipation of taking a quiz, test, or other examination. Problem anxiety interferes with the sufferer's ability to sleep or otherwise function. It is noteworthy that teenagers are particularly susceptible to having irritability as a symptom of a number of emotional problems, including anxiety. Anxiety may occur without a cause, or it may occur based on a real situation but may be out of proportion to what would normally be expected. Severe anxiety can have a serious impact on daily life

So, yes, I am. I don't know what cause it. Maybe the fact that I'm going to further study soon. Not in Miri, not even in Sarawak, but in Shah Alam, Selangor. I'm like going to some place in Malaysia and feeling lost already? I need some aspirin, LOL. I respect to those who further study overseas. I almost felt like I don't know what to do or I'm just lazy to do what I'm supposed to do. I'm not ready to go yet. Why can't you make it on July? I mean, I'm still on my holiday mode. It takes time to recover from that mode. Nothing is ready yet. Only the medical check-up. Screwed, I am. FML~ Despite the anxiety, I'm kinda excited. Here comes life. Finally, I have something to do in life. Phew~ I just need to settle few more things. And I hope I don't get any cultural shock or something. Miss Glynis did whisper those to me. She was like, 'There'll be cultural shock!'. That wasn't the exact word she said, but almost there.

I hate myself for this. This? This kind of feeling towards the end of my post. It's like I don't want to write anymore. I know I want to write something, but my mind is elsewhere. Always. I guess I just have to give in this time because none of the house chores are done. Chiao~