Yes, knowing that you don't even care about that, I've decided to move on. You guys wanna know a little dirty secret? Be ready or you can even be afraid. Whatever suits you best. Here we go... I am liking the language most people in Kuala Lumpur is using. Not to say language-lah, but the slang, I guess. You know the, 'Ah, aku takde mase ah!', 'Kau ah ckp an die!', 'Kau nak ke kene tibai ngn aku?' 'Takyah nak bentak sangat pon.' TROLOLOLOLOL. Yes, that! I too, don't understand why I'm liking that. Maybe I'm bored of klaka S'wak. Orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, maybe my hormones is having its mid-crisis. And I'm only going eighteen on November. How is mid-crisis even possible? That, I don't know. Please don't ask me such stupid question. LOLZ. I. Am. Having. Mid-crisis.
I apologize for those who find this entry so confusing. It's not your fault to born that way. TROLOLOL I need to stop this nonsense! Maybe I'm just a confused teen who still needs to figure out what to do in life cause I'm leaving to Matriculation soon. Very soon. A CONFUSED TEEN? Pfft~ I need to fuck myself. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL~
Okay, serious talk! Yes, I am going to further study soon. In KML, Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. They gave me, M001-Sains. Mary said that they'll let me know whether I'm in hayat or fizikal when I reach there. I'm hoping for hayat, fingers cross. I didn't even cross my fingers. LOLZ that's just for showing how bad I want it. I heard a lot of critics and bad talks about going to matriculation, but I'm following my heart. I hope this brings me good or else I shall kill myself! XD I've read all about the terms and conditions and I just realized I'm putting myself into some kind of disciplinary chamber or something. I'm not good at using words so, don't cry when you don't get what I said. Haha! I was unhappy when I first knew I got matriculation cause I was hoping so much on UPU. D'uh, my first choice was Foundation of Law. How can I be happy after getting offer to do science? Law and science is something different if you haven't notice. So, yeah, I was freaking out the first few minutes because people said that if you're getting an offer from matriculation, you're not gonna get any for UPU. Then I came to terms when I realized that UPU is out on 6th of May and obviously, hoping for what people said was wrong. I thought that I have time before deciding whether or not to go to matriculation. The next day, after having some talk with my parents, I've made my mind. You know what was the decision. How come you not know when you are already reading this? Ok, LOL. And after a short thought, I make myself believe I'm not gonna do well in Law. I have no idea where that came from, but I've already made my decision. Nothing is going to change that. Not even death. Ok, lie. I'm going to Labuan in a few weeks and none of my things are ready. I'm still lying around the house, arguing about having to have the Astro's remote control, going online till dawn, feeling the urge to drive around, going to the mall continuously, wasting money on silly stuff and basically, living a gay life. I must agree when my parents say I'm still too young to go far from home. Labuan is fine. I guess that's one of the reason I'm going. Some of my friends are going, I'm gonna receive allowance and the course is for one year. What more can I ask? Well, I'm gonna ask for an easy life there like, I don't have hard time studying, but that's almost impossible. You don't have to ask about my ambition. It'll not come true if I can't finish my study. So, I'm gonna have to study first, kay? Let us climb the stairs, step by step. LOLOLOL lame~
P/S ; I'm tired of reading about other people's life in the past about not doing the right decision in their studies.
P/SS ; I understand that it is a lesson, but I become confused about my own decision.
P/SSS ; My parents & I bought kain to make baju kurung just now.
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