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I write to keep from going mad from the contradictions I find among mankind - and to work some of those contradictions out for myself. If ordinary people complain that I speak too much of myself, I complain that they do not even think of themselves. - Michel de Montaigne

Friday, June 18

FUCK YOU, ME ;)

its been awhile since i updated. well, i have some problems to go online. this 'little' problems started when i wasn't sleepy at all the other day. so, i did my Chemistry homework which wasn't a good idea ;) after awhile, i go online-lah. it was 3 something when i posted something and my aunt saw it so, it became a huge issue since then :) 

i was asking for the Broadband yesterday because i haven't online the whole day. i asked for it nicely but i wasn't lucky enough to be answered nicely. yeah. girls usually cries when they are treated that way so, i did ;D boo me, crying like a baby in my room. normal, no? i wasn't crying because i didn't get the Broadband. i cried because they treat me like i was speaking to the sofas. they always do ;) that situation is normal. its just that i couldn't stand it anymore. ilek ar bro ;D 
i asked for it again tonight and i got lectured. well, it wasn't what i expected at all. i can't believe i was seen that way by them. i thought they knew but they didn't. they don't know what i did at home when they're gone. i did all the chores without complaining. but, when they reached home, it was like i didn't do anything ;) gees. whatever. i don't know how to proof to this people anymore. i never will i guess ;) it has been years they still treat me the same. from the elders to the youngsters. from grandma's to grandchildren. i just have to listen but, sometimes i think i need to fight for my dignity. they don't know me, they don't see what i did, they just talked ;) whatever, people. i'm always emotional but i'm used to it already so, WAKA WAKA EY EY ;D 

 yeah. that's the emotional part okay ;D let's be jolly now. i went to the cinema today. Arig wanted to watch Toy Story 3 =.=" at first, i was like 'sigh'. but, what the hell? I LIKE IT SO MUCH. i almost cried watching that movie. it was so sad when Andy gave his toys to Bonnie but it's worth it ;) sobs. salutation to the film maker. anyway, there's a few shitty in the cinemas hall. no-lah ;D sukati aku mdh org jak. nak saman, menggelepar. saman indh ;D. there's this baby cryinggggggg in the hall during the movies =.=" why bring baby? it was so loud in the hall yet the mum didn't bring the baby out. luckily, i didn't throw my popcorn at her. LOL. some guys sitting in front of us was trying to show-off their Iphone. gees =.=" not into Iphone, guys ;D


okay, alright. i have some issues with Sugarbun. LOL. not really. its just the workers =.= they're weird. they laughed, talked like i wasn't there standing to order foods. gees. i was like 'excuse me, excuse me.' i'll fire you if i'm Donald Trump ;D

MY HOMEWORK IS PROGRESSING BUT NOT FINISHED YET
WHATEVER COMES TO ME, I MUST REMEMBER TO..


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