O MY GOD :|

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh GOSH ;D i re-read my older post and you know what? ITS THE LAME-ST THING I'VE EVER READ ALL MY LIFE *exaggeration* LOL. like seriously. what the heck was i thinking? =.=" gees. scary much.

notice the header, hah? LOL. it was random so, WHATEVER.

i am in a glum state ;) and i don't know why. every time i'm in a car, i'll start thinking and feel miserable. i should not go into a car, maybe a private jet would make things better ;)

i hate that feeling where everything that comes to you make you feel bad. i'm lucky i never shed tears in front of anyone or else i have to answer questions which i don't have the answer to. i seriously have no idea.

 T.T

OKAY. enough with emotions there ;D 

let's talk about me being single ;D yerrrrrrrrrr. KENJA. it was hard at first and still hard today but i know i have no other choice so, i'll live with it. its been awhile since we break up and i'm glad i'm still alive. LOL, joking. sometimes i feel like going back to him but i keep holding back because i know i will regret that. i do love him (anyone who's reading, please do not puke) but, when thinking of our HUGE problem i became 'okay, you and him should be friends and that's it.' so, yeah. thank God i'm friends with him and he understand what stands ahead of us if we're still together.

PRAISE THE LORD ;D

OKAYYYYY.

what else should we talk about?

nothing.

I NEED TO BE HAPPY ;(